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That Lolli Lover


Yan Ling :D .
10/04/1985 .
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Friday, 29 February 2008

Dear Diary ♥

Sick Sick Sick~~

Walking under the hot sun. Travelled from bukit batok to jurong then to jurong industrial park. All the heat is trapped inside my body yet i am not having any fever but i jus feel feverish. Jus to look for stupid things for my final year project. The lab tech told me that it is easily available in hardware shop but who knos hard ware shop dun sell those things and i got to go to the factory to buy. I dunno spend how much money on travelling jus to look for this things. At least 10 bucks. How i wish the FYP fund will cover my travel expenses.

So many things to do yet so little time. So much debt to clear yet so little money.

Today is a special day. Only once in every four year. How i wish there is someone i can celebrate with. I still do miss him every nite. But what to do...life still goes on..love is just never a thing for me.

I got so many things line up for me to do, study for my test nxt week, try to do as many things as possible for my fyp, study for another test for the nxt nxt week, look for jobs, write my report for my fyp, do my presentations for my prof comm. =( sooo many things....


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Sunday, 24 February 2008

Dear Diary ♥

Been sometime since i updated. Busy with i also dunno what things. Hah..Holidays on the coming week but i dun see any hols for me. =( Back to sch to do my fyp, assignments due, reports due, tests coming up the week after the break. Omg omg..

Looking forward to the graduation dinner in july but not looking forward to graduating at all..Heh..so contradicting..Looking forward to meeting up with the jc gang on tue..

To wrk for now to earn more money in the meantime..I'm so poor..


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Saturday, 16 February 2008

Dear Diary ♥

Lonely valentine's day again. Hah...every year is the same for the past 22 yrs.

Ytd went to qi er hse for CNY party. Not exactly a party but dunno wat isit called. Tis is the second year i went. Lots of gambling and delicious food cooked by her mum. Her mum is such a great cook. Played mahjong, texas and big two. Frst time playing texas but quite fun.

Today supposed to go out for dinner with yippy n gang for liteng post bday celebration but in the end cancel cos qi er got something on. Anyway not a bad thing afterall since i am so poor.

i'm so bored at hme now. Gonna rot all the way..

Tmr going to steph's chalet. Still considering whether to stay over or not as the nxt day need to be in sch to do my fyp, photo taking n etc..


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Wednesday, 13 February 2008

Dear Diary ♥

I think i am blessed with caring and wonderful friends around me. Although we don meet up often but they always msn or sms me consoling words whenever i am unhappy or upset. I really am grateful to have all these friends. Be it ST ppl, JC, sec sch or uni friends. I know i am not good at expressing myself in real, face to face or thru the phone but still jus wanna thank them here.Thank you.

I will always be here whenever any of you need a listening ear or shoulder to cry on. Really.


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Sunday, 10 February 2008

Dear Diary ♥

Out drinking at zouk and st james last nite to celebrate Liwen's fren bday. Received his msg and i starting getting emo. Cried and cried in st james. I really must learnt how to tk things and let go easily. I guess i put my heart easily into every relationship and in the end i am always the one tat gets hurt. Feel so dumb...
Think nuaing at hme the whole day today unless got mahjong session at nite.Keeping myself occupied is the best thing to do to make time passed faster. Time heals everything..

Tmr still got to go sch...Also duno where the lecturer teach til already.Time to do self studying at hme.Wed got an assignment due..


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Friday, 8 February 2008

Dear Diary ♥

Everything ended before it even started. History repeats itself. Thats y i didnt officially announce and not tat i want to keep my friends in the dark. Anyway its been really nice and i hope i can put things down more easily tis time.

Went to cine to watch movie continuously for two days. Ytd and today. Watched Kungfu Dunk and CJ7. CJ7 is a funny yet touching movie. Quite worth watching. Kungfu Dunk to me ok onli..quite lame.Didnt really wan to spend my CNY watching movies but no choice jus want to pass time without having to spend it at hme thinking thinking and thinking. Later mahjong session again. So numb now..Its the same as half yr ago..

Tmr maybe go zouk to celebrate fren's bday..hah..What a great way to celebrate CNY..


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Tuesday, 5 February 2008

Dear Diary ♥

Jus woke up from a nap on my new sofa. Hee..the sofa is so comfortable which cost my mum 500 plus. =P

Went CCK a shop name called Citibella to dye and cut my hair which is free of charge as a CNY gift frm my sis. Overall i like the colour and the hair cute although the china lady that cut for me dun seems experienced at all. After tat we went shopping at Lot 1 and Westmall, i bought another 2 more tops and a pair of shoes. I bought BK mushroom swiss which i have been craving for a long time for my lunch cum dinner. Yummy!

When i reached hme, i saw the betwo parcel lying on the chair. Yet another few pieces of new clothing!Woots~~

Last saw him on sat when he send me to wrk, its been 3 days. Will history repeats itself?Hope not..

Lets look on the brighter side....Another 26 hrs to CNY!

Do date me out if there is any programme on CNY..be it mahjong or movies!


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Sunday, 3 February 2008

Dear Diary ♥

The past wk passed by in a flash for me since last sun. Tis is the only time i have at hme to blog. Hehe..didnt really rested at hme at all. Just got back frm wrk and i think he has disappeared into the world of soccer without any news from him for the past few hrs and i am too tired to bother about what he is doing.

Ytd was a diaster for us. I quarrel with him over friends and over his car and i cried like hell. Sometimes, he just do not get it tat friends meant alot to me even though tat fren maybe someone he dun like or he think tat is making use of me. I jus wanna apologise to Liwen as i really didnt meant to put u aeroplane. Believe it or not, its all up to u. Sorry.

Another thing i hate about him is he care too damn much about his car. Whenever i close the car door too hard or never close properly, he will give me a dulan face. Ytd is even worse, i really didnt kno he is going to reverse his car so when he is about to reverse, i open the car door and got in. He scolded me immediately that luckily he step on the brake if not i am gonna spoiled his car door. WTH?! After that i cried and cried and cried in the car until i doze off when both things came crushing down on me at once. Getting scolded by him because of the car and being scolded by frens for putting me aeroplane. Sometimes i feel that i rather date someone without a car. His concern over his car really pissed me off. Although i am being chaeuffeured ard most of the time, but whats the point if we always quarrel over things to do with the car? I really dont get it.

All in all, he is sweet to me. Sending me to wrk, to sch and back home. He even asked me to go tk my driving license and volunteered to pay for me when i said i had no money. So that nxt time when he is not using the car i can used it. He asked me to accompany him to Spain at the end of Feb to do some research on the market there but of course i rejected him. Where do i find the money to go there? Although he said that i do not have to pay a single cent and that he will pay for me, I immediately said no. Then he said he will pay for me first and to return him nxt time when i got the money. I dont like both ideas at all. Afterall, he is not so rich neither am i. I do not wan to go enjoy myself by spending future money and being in debt. Thats my principle. Spend onli what you have.

I was quite looking forward to last nite rounding but in the end it got canceled. Onli a few person turned up after i waited with him and his frens for one hr. I'm sure there are lots of chances ahead.

One more thing that i am gonna do as time goes by is get him to shave off his goatie and to change his dressing style. It makes him look really like a 30 plus near 40 ah pek but he is so stubborn. How am i gonna do tat..hmm...

Chinese new year coming in a few days time. No plans yet but will be quite busy i guess.


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