woah!haven been blogging for a few days.everyday make myself busy, came hme late then went to slp.nxt morning go wrk.totally no time blog.ytd got my fyp project allocation out..got my first choice plus i believe a gd prof to guide me.although i did the registration last min n 2 other people is competing with me for tis project.tis is the onli gd thing tat has happened for the past few months.but i am not at all happy or delighted.i'm so feelingless.tis is gonna be my last hols n tis is also the worse hols i have had.left one wk to enjoy.on thu nite was supposed to wrk instead went waraku at orchard with ying, nette, junli, huiyi, ah mei, alex n shengfu.so irritated with the ppl there cos they told us no bking after 7 then ask us walk in, in the end we walk in they say we must bk.so in the end they gave us a VIP rm(tatami) and a complimentary ice cream.haha..tats the benefit of complaining.hmm..went facial jus now.didnt put make up n took the train n bus hme.it was so packed but i dun care.going clubbing tonite at velvet dragon with attachment colleagues..hope no coincidences happened.stil thinking whether to go bugis look for nette n ying to walk walk a while before meeting them.cos i really no money left.n tonite clubbing is my attachment admin wanna treat me de.been spending alot for the past two wks.went shopping with ying after wrk last nite at marina square but didnt buy anything cos no money.after marina square, we stil went orchard ard 10 cos we thought there is midnight shopping becos last nite is the last fri of the month but in the end onli wisma is open.in the office ytd, one of the colleagues keep asking ying to upload a song into his blog.dun understand y so many ppl put tis song in their blog.3rd person i kno.it used to mean something to me..but now to me in life everything r jus lies.i hate i, myself, n me..hate love..hate guys..hate everything tat has happened and is gonna happened cos i kno nuttin is gd..hate sch..hate wrk..hate life.i onli love my frens and money and maybe family.frens keep me company n is there when i needed them..money keep me materially satisfied...family i dunno... -_- its been one month n one wk gone..i dunno if i am getting over the thing or jus getting used to the pain..cos my heart stil aches everyday but i chooses to ignore it..n let it die frm all feelings of love...
*I had a nightmare last night it was that we will never have another chance, then i woke up and realized,i was living that nightmare*
*You know we both said it "i love you" "i love you too." the only difference? i didn't lie*
*He tried so hard to get her back after he realized she had moved on and she turned to him and said " im with him now, you had your chance but you broke me and HE was there to pick up my pieces"*
*Wat can i say we have so many memories so many things 2 look bac on i learned so much from you and gained so much.i loved the way you made me laugh i hated the way u made me cry,& wat i hated most was when u said goodbye...*