I woke up feeling so lonely. This feelings haven come back for sooo long (half yr?)but it suddenly came back to me tis morning. Whats more when i saw jeri sms telling me she is going back to aus. I immediately came online to look for my frens to chat afraid that they will suddenly leave my life jus like what he did half yr ago. Sometimes i just dont understand y guys have to make promises that they are gonna break. Y say that u are gonna wait for that someone when the nxt moment u find someone and u got attached straight away. Another thing is dun believe what ever sweet things that a attached or married guy will say to u, they are jus trying to sweet talk u and get something outta u. IF they really like u, they would have break up or divorced so get this straight into ur dumb mind! These are what i learn from looking at ppl and things happening ard me. Today decided to skip kuishin bo buffet cos i must make my new yr resolution come true!Go clubbing and exercise the fats away...haha..but where to?phuture?Dbl O?powerhouse?