jus got back hme frm qi hse.haven slept a wink yet.was playing 3 leg mahjong overnite.won 20 bucks in total n poor qiqi lost near 50 bucks.liteng stil ask me hows my bf....huh....make me think of him for the whole nite all the way til now.thought everyone knows already n i think she is the onli one stil so blur.i kno he is definitely over me by now.yet y am i stil thinking of the past so often wishing time jus stop there n then.am i stil waiting?or have i totally given up on myself? or have i totally given up on him?i really dunno the ans..its been nearly 2 months.i dun wish for anything more now.jus dun make me fall like before.my throat stil hurt n i stil ate a lot of heaty food.jus suddenly got the craving this few days.my face is getting frm bad to worse.i really nid to c a doc asap.tat will be tue morning before i go sch for lessons.stupid kim put me aeroplace ytd..in the end nv go shopping..last min say headache..so fed up!!argh!!vent my anger thru sms at her..in the end feel so bad for doing tat n apologized.i hate ppl putting me aeroplane!
*Time is a funny thing indeed, we find that when it's over, it's the only thing we need.*
*They say it's bad to live in hope..but it's better than living in a memory..*
*i have to sit at home pretendin im okay even though i'm not*
*Trying to forget is like committing suicide.Painful and unforgettable..*
