jus got back frm KL.went there simply to relax.feeling so sickly.slping throughout the trip hme.haiz..2 times in a month.stomach pain..whole body weak..inside warm outside cold.feel like vomiting when i c food...its like i'm so full when the whole day i onli ate 1/4 of a bowl of porridge.now my stomach n whole body is stil so weak.tmr sch start le..haiz.hate sch.when is this period gonna be over.everything still haunts me..everything stil lingers in my mind..everything jus wont go away..been doing alot of things tat i shldn't be doing..smoking..drinking..n many more..there r jus too many things..life will nv be the same again..
"This is a constant battle, a rollercoaster. Hope, Loss. Weak, Strong. Confidence, Need. I still love him. I hate him. It's a rollercoaster that won't stop, and I wanna get off."
*I want to say I hate you but I can't bering myself to do it because I know it would be lie...*
*You said you were mine but you were really someone else's.*
*What a silly girl, she actually thought you were her happy ending*
