went vivo with sand n ying.didnt bought anything cos jus cant find anything i like.today everything reminds me of him.both me n ying very sad today.listening to the radio n it played a song by fang da tong called love.tis is the song which he played over n over at his hse when i stayover.went vivo n tat was the place we went on our first date.took bus 188 hme n it reminded me of tat time when he send me hme for the first time.everything jus revolved ard him for the whole of today.went vivo was not to hold on but to learn to slowly let go so i wont be haunted by the past memories making me stuck in time and not wanting to move on..today is so slpy..last nite slept for less than 4 hrs.was wrking in front of the com n almost doze off in the seat.on the bus hme also almost doze off.partly was trying not to think of him so jus close my eyes n slp.nxt wed got a exam but i haven even touch or studied a single thingy.dunno when i am gonna start.plus nxt tue is the last day to register for my fyp n i haven done a thorough look thru of the proj yet.i am jus pushing things til the last min before i do something bout it...dunno wat the wkend lies ahead..i think i really gonna sit down n study for coming wed paper..but i dun think i will be so obedient to sit down n study becos i will be asking ppl out if nobody come n ask me out.today another person ask me for a fling..i got the looks meh?hmmm....everything isnt jus wat i wan....am overspending the money in my bank account.dunno nxt sem got enough money to pay for my sch fees frm tis account.if not got to ask for more frm my mum again..haiz...useless me..no goal in life...nuttin..
*I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last.*
*The weirdest thing happened in the morning... I woke up with tears in my eyes...and one rolling down my cheek... and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.*
