went to minds cafe with ying, sand n jh.had quite some fun with the games there but tmr they got wrk so cant play til too late.sorry to u guys tat i didnt accompany u all on sat nite.cos its has been a long time since i met up with the gals for a drink.its been days since i last cried.n today it happened again.everything jus come back to me when i was on my way hme on the train n back at hme again.cried myself to slp n woke up at tis timing jus to write tis blog n yet tmr i stil got to go sch in the morning.i dunno wat is happening to me anymore....n there is tis weird old man who keeps msging me at wholivesnearyou whenever i am online to ask me out for a drink.he is old enough to be my father or uncle!jus feel like msging him back n tell him to fucked off but its kinda of rude so i didnt do it.words are easier said than done.feeling so sucky now..where is the life tat i used to have?y cant i find it back?the life whereby i can slp the whole day without any worries any sadness in me..now i dreaded slp..if i slept too long i will wake up refreshed but the past memories will jus flood me..if i slept not enough i will jus wake up feeling too tired to think about anything.
*The only difference between me and you is that i actually cared*
