jus woke up frm a long slp.haven had so many hrs of slp already.went to eat botak jones ytd at amk with ying, nette, juan, huiyi, alex n junli.the food taste real gd but the portion is really very big.me, ying n nette shared a chicken, steak, sausage, soup n a super spicy dish(dunno call wat).me n ying eat til wanna vomit n nette stil say not full yet.skinny ppl can really eat n yet they dun grow fat.tats wat i envy about them.exactly one month=4 weeks has already gone by.n i dun feel gd today.all the memories are stil so fresh.my fren said all u needed is half the time tat u are together with him to get over him.i am with him for less than 2 wks..but i am using already more than one month to get over it??i still missed him alot..i dun wan to.n i dun wan him to c the weak side of me.but i jus wanna say it out.hate tis feeling.argh!!!!stil went to read his blog n look back to the posts he posted when we r together.feel so stupid but i jus cannot control myself.making myself more miserable.y cant we even be frens now?i kno i needed to stay at hme n study for my paper on wed but i ask my fren out again.how?i jus dun wan to stay at hme.maybe going out to chill tonite with yippy cos i think she also dun feel gd lately n neither do i.but we r stuck between wanting to go out or not to go out..so lets c...
*You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.*
*I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most. *
*Isn't it funny how a heart is shaped like two upside down tear drops and as soon as the heart breaks, the tears fall?*
