my heart is constricting in pain again now..its been quite sometimes since my tears last fall but when i was on my way walking hme today the same feeling come back again.now i stil got the same feeling of my heart being squeeze so tightly n it hurts.i hate it.i nv want to love another person again.i really hate the aftermath of a relationship.i really think i would prefer a fling frm nw on.no strings attached.no feelings involved.no heartbreak.jus fun.pure fun.went minds cafe today again with yippy n penguin.ytd was also spend with them shopping at bugis.it been a long time since i went on a shopping spree.its jus a mere 2 or 3 hrs n i already spend over 100 bucks.almost bought a levis jeans cos they said i look nice in it but dun really like it tat much so save the 159 bucks.bought a green tube, brown halter n black blouse frm dorothy perkins.2 nail polish.a top frm G2000.n went to a western restaurant at bugis street there to have dinner.the food taste not so bad..but the place is so hot even with air-con.on the way back..accidentally pissed yippy off n she didnt talk to us for the few stops back to khatib.tis is the first time i saw her angry with us.guess she is really too stressed.jus wanna tell her to relax more.life is like tat.although i am not fit to give advice to ppl but i dun wan to c her break down someday.today is quite busy at wrk..stil got some left over wrk to be done tmr.but jus got to leave earli cos i was meeting yippy they all..got to turn in now..tmr another day at wrk..
*I still like it. not enough to want it back,but enough to make my heart hurt*
*Everything seemed perfect, but then something strange happened, my fairytale story came to an end,we said goodbye and my heart is broken, but i still love him, yet i hate myself for loving him*
*i thought that letting go meant not feeling the pain anymore, but i guess i was wrong.*
