i dunno wat happened anymore..we r no longer even frens.its time to stand up.my frens r jus too gd to me n keep wanting me to c his true colours.but it doesnt matter anymore which is his true colours.wat is in the past is in the past.maybe he thinks badly of me..but i dun care anymore.but pls DUN think my frens are bad or stoop to low methods.they did everything for my own gd.do u have these type of frens?maybe u have met frens tat r not truthful or superficial to u..but these r my truthful frens who have been beside me all along.they dun backstab me like urs did.maybe u shld reflect on y u have so many surface frens.they make sure they help me to stand up when i fall.they dun leave me alone like u do although u claim tat u r stil my fren.i dun nid u anymore.i only nid them.they have been there for me.this is the one thing i am proud of.in future i am not gonna let any guy hurt me like u do.i am gonna be the one hurting guys.my heart is not gonna soften.wats the point of being nice to ppl.i may not be gd enough for u n ur family now but i am gonna make sure it changes in the future.but dun be thinking tat i am stil hoping we will be back together.it will nv happened ever.i jus wan everything to be over now n forever.if u can get over it in such a short time n is so heartless y cant i do it?i can n i will.these fall maybe the hardest fall i had but it will be over in a while.n i will be standing up stronger than before.i'm gonna wrk harder towards my nxt resolution..............tat is for me to kno n for all my frens out there to c in the near future.
