jus got back hme.went ktv n supper at newton.didnt wanna eat supper cos i am stil full frm dinner..but sandra still force me to eat..dinner is forced by kaiying also..but i am really really full.y they dun believe me when i say i am full nowadays.cried twice in the ktv when singing song.jus cannot help it.dunno y onli sing sad song.jus got no mood for happy songs.n it seems like all the sad song is describing me.i NV ever will ask a guy i love to go ktv with me anymore.cos i did tat twice n both relationship did not wrk out n we didnt even manage to go ktv at all.not even once.when am i gonna forget everything totally n stop crying??sometimes i jus wish tat i met with an accident n lost my memory temporarily then i wont be still sad now..n by the time i recover my memory i am over tis period..so slpy...gonna turn in for the nite..tmr is a long day nid to go sch then go wrk..wanna wrk myself til i am left with bones.tats wat guys or even parents like...skinny skinny gers..not me a plump ger..jus wanna wish kaiying a happy 22nd bday..thanks for being there for me these few days..
