came to sch in the morning for a meeting with my grp members.haven been attending lectures at all.jus wasnt in the mood to.now i'm in the computer lab using the com.the whole place is so quiet n i look ard to found tat i am the onli one left in the rm.i can hear my own typing, my own breathing n even my stomach groaning.haven ate a proper meal since ytd.the onli proper meal i had was on tue, sushi with qiqi.duno y i rather sit here n use the com than go hme.cos hme is a lonely place for me.ytd my sis commented that i lose weight n i really shed off 5kg already.then she asked me y i nv wear tat necklace anymore n i jus told her the truth.went ktv last nite with a fren n he paid for the whole thingy which cost like 85 bucks.cos i couldnt find any one to accompany me go clubbing n i didnt wanna stay at hme the whole day n nite as well.n he push off his frens side to go clubbing n instead accompany me.thanks for the company.tis is the second ktv for the week.i dun think i feel like ktving lately cos whenever i sing, the tears jus came back for no reason even when i am not thinking.got to go now to print notes n to meet qiqi for lunch cum dinner.true frens r for life..n i am glad they r with me..
