my god bro called me tis morning..n its been a long time since we last chatted.n i cried the second time for the morning.the first time was in the toilet when i first woke up cos everything jus come flooding back to me.my godbro was very shock cos all along i have been a very strong gal in his eyes.he said he didnt kno i am so vulnerable but in actual fact i am when it comes to relationship.all along i am jus hiding behind tat strong facade of mine not wanting ppl to c how weak i am so tat they wont come n hurt me.i feel bad cos i forgot to wish him happy bday ytd..kor..jus wanna wish u a happy belated bday.its been almost 4 or 5 yrs since i knew u.u have been great..hope tmr i can find clubbing khakis...its ladies nite again..jus scared to be rotting at hme again..
