been slacking in my bed since 6 plus when i reach hme.jus dun feel like coming online frm 6 plus til tis timing.onli feel safe ard tis timing then i online.today another bad dream when i doze off in bed.why must keep haunting me even when i am slping.y??y??y??feel so full after the meal with qiqi at swensen.really regreted eating it.dunno y...feel like vomiting after tat but i controlled myself.my sisters are complaining to my mum that i am not eating at all at hme.haiz...hope she dun nag at me tmr cos i pretended to be slping when they r complaining to her.she bought my favourite durian for me but i didnt even touch it.it seems tat everyone is trying to help me even my new frens...lately i have been meeting up with a lot of new frens even though my frens forbid me to do so cos they say it is too dangerous but i dun care anymore.nuttin is more dangerous than wat has already happened.the danger is already over.wat more can happened???frens will keep on accompanying me sms..call me once they sense something is wrong..shower me with attention...but everything jus seems wrong..am i too reliable on tat??forgif me for tking more than i can gif to u all..
