i am getting frm bad to worse.getting hme in the wee hours of the morning or even not coming hme to slp.frens i met nowadays always ask me dun think so much but i also nv think at all.most of the times now i even do things without thinking not bothering about the consequences.maybe my family feels something is wrong with me but jus dunno wat.cos even if i reach hme earli i will jus lie in bed pretending to slp avoiding any conversations with anyone.if not i will be out wrk or playing til late.being an air stewardess?tats wat an air steward tell me to go try for..wat a joke!nv even have that thought before!no looks no figure..be the toilet cleaner more likely.haven been painting my nails for a very long time..wont be wrking the nxt few days so today is the best time!also wanna go for a facial soon..any gd recommendations?not too ex pls..budget..actually jus asking for comments frm ppl who read my blogs..wat do u all think of flings?post in my tagbox..seriously sometimes i jus feel like going for flings...no strings no feelings attached...nid not have to worri about feelings getting hurt..hahaha...
*Im the kinda girl who will act like nothing is wrong laugh when something isnt funny just to make someone feel good and assure ppl i'm fine and tell ppl i dont love him anymore when in truth...............*
Me: he once told me he hated me...
Friend: your still not over him?
Me: im over him trust me
Friend: if you were over him then you wouldnt care if he hated you.
Me: im really over him.. i think..
true story.. am i over him?
