found tis pic in my hp n got no impression when it was taken.but it is definitely not my hand.it is his...wearing my ring.n i once said tat tis ring is my token of love for him.sounds foolish.woke up in the morning at 830 n was running for the toilet.had diarrhoea but nuttin come out onli water becos i think there is no food inside for it to digest.same thing for ytd morning.now feeling so weak but i dun care.still wanna find programmes for later and clubbing for tonite.most likely going powerhouse tonite..cos velvet dragon reminds me of him.haiz..he told me he dun like me to go clubbing but now it doesnt matter anymore cos he dun cares about me or love me like he used to.i jus msg him to kno the real reason behind our breakup be it his parents or if he is jus playing ard.he finally told me the truth n i trust tat tis is the real reason cos i cant find any point for him to tell lies at tis moment.the reason is tat his parents think tat our age gap is a problem.n he himself wan to maintain the relationship with his parents.plus after the separation tis few days..he starting to feel tat he dun exactly love me tat much n maybe its jus a crush.maybe it is for him but it is not definitely for me.if it is jus a crush i wont cry so much over the past few days.he keeps saying sorry..but wat can sorry do to me now?i am yet crying again now although i wan to be strong in front of him but i cannot do it anymore..the burden is too heavy for me to carry.....god pls don let me get hurt again....
