i suddenly feel like writing down what i am feeling now so here i am writing my first entry in this blog.i really dunno y is heaven doing tis to me..make me so happy in my whole life and yet making me fall so hard.i have nv fallen so hard before.i really cannot let go and yet i have to.my friends have been very supportive accompanying me throughout although i kno i have to rely on myself to stand up.i think i jus nid time.i really thought i have found him but it dun seems to be so.i duno wat he feels cos he jus wont admit wat is wrong down here.his parents or himself.maybe it is jus too short for the both of us and i haven known him well enough yet i love him more than i love myself.he keeps telling me he is jus playing ard yet i still cannot believe wat he say n i rather believe my intuition that he jus dun wan to hurt his parents.i rather hurt myself than hurt him.this is how deep i have fallen.i think i might or never stand up at all again.i jus wanna let u kno i really love you alot even if u dun.
Labels: Fallen real hard
