i'm yet again lost.very very lost..i lost 2 most important things within a wk.i nv lost my hp before..but i lost it last nite when i was clubbing.my fren stil put it into my bag before leaving the place.n i sat down outside to vomit a while before i left the place.maybe i drop it there n someone already pick up.before i alight frm the cab the cab uncle stil ask me whether i got leave my hp behind then i check my bag n i saw my hp strap n i thought my hp was inside who knos when i reach hme i found it missing.was supposed to go st james, dbl o n zouk.st james is becos liwen is there but in the end i put her aeroplane.i'm really sorry for it.n we didnt go zouk either cos maine was supposed to meet her fren there but after going dbl o we were like almost drunk.but everyone is waiting for me at velvet dragon so in the end we onli went frm double o to velvet dragon.although velvet dragon reminds me of him i stil went cos i kno he wont be going there ytd nite.i was very very very very drunk.i vomited at least 5 times.onli water come out.while maine vomited food.tats wat they told me.cant remember.it was like hell.a group of guys stil came n kno me n my fren at dbl o.me n maine was too drunk to ignore them.we entertain them , smoke n drink with them.i nv smoke a cigarette before n ytd is the first time i try cigarettes and i cant remember i smoke how many.countless.i onli remember i drank alot of shots.they stil ask us to go velvet dragon with them on sat nite.we xchange no. cos they seem harmless.reach hme last nite n straight away go to bed without removing my makeup or changing my clothes cos i was really really really drunk.i onli wake up in the morning at 8 n start to worry about my hp.onli slept like less than 5 hrs but i am stil energetic.no hangovers at all jus tat i keep downing drinks in the fridge.be it milk, juices, green tea..but it make me more thirsty.everything was inside the hp.n i cant contact anyone anymore.but his no. is stil fresh in my mind.i'm worried now.i'm worried i got a project meeting with my new frens which i haven met them before.all their contacts is in the hp..i didnt go for the first meeting already.if i dun go today again...they will surely not be happy with me.i'm really lost...wat can i do now..can someone tell me n teach me..i'm now onli glad of one thing..tat is i used to cant bear to delete his msgs n pictures.now i dun haf to anymore.everything is gone again in one nite.my memories..
