everyone is still slping.sand n jianhong.while i have been sitting in front of the com dunno wat to do for 2 hrs.cant check my msg n missed call cos my hp jus cant be switched on.dunno whether shld i go to wrk later straight away or go hme first.i dun feel like going hme at all.but i'm without a phone now n i'm scared my family will worri.i stil feel like going clubbing tis wkend.maybe to show him i am enjoying myself or maybe to forget for the nite.whenever i'm online i will always look for his msn nick, read his friendster, whosgoing, wholivesnearyou n blog as well.tis has become a routine.i jus wanna c if he is doing fine.maybe it is stil the old saying..u jus wan the person u love to be happy.sometimes i jus wish he reads my blog n sometimes i dun wish he reads.cos i dun wan him to c me in such a state stil not getting over him.while sometimes i jus wish him to c it so tat he will feel guilty for the hurt he has done to me.but i dun think he will if he is jus playing ard.for the moment i dun wish to think of anything.if he happens to read it then be it.i think i am seriously not up for relationships anymore..jus wanna flirt ard n get over the things as fast as possible.although i'm not gd at flirting but i will try...especially during clubbing...tats the time tat i wont have time to think...n i really enjoyed clubbing lately..
