crying crying cryin again.i think i am really gonna make myself busy n tired for the nxt few days.i really gonna control myself frm msging him if not i think we cant even be frens.i wont ever wan to be alone at hme in the nxt few days..make myself busy with wrk n play.playing til the middle of the nite until i'm real tired before i go hme n rest.sorri frens..gonna really nid u guys alot tis few days.lost 4 kg in 2 days..haven eaten much.jus half a bowl of rice, a few pieces of steamboat food and half a bowl of porridge in 2 days.i think i had drank more than i eat.i'm gonna go prepare for wrk soon..jus hope i dun break down at wrk..n hope wrk can wear me out..
