cant slp now..slept at 5 last nite.woke up by drilling noises at 8 in the morning n was in bed again thinking.then tears start to fall again.i cannot control myself n yet i sms him again.saying i love him n he replied asking me to tkcare.i dun think i will.i may not be going for serious relationship anymore in the future.flings maybe?i am not hurting myself but i jus dun wan to get hurt again.i dun expect anything more.jus let me do things the way my feelings is leading me to.tis is the onli way my feelings will slowly subside.i am crying now again.i really thought me n him can last long but i didnt expect things to have such a sharp turn so suddenly.i am so tired tired tired now..yet i cant slp..y is heaven doing tis to me..can tell me y...
