back home again..went to ying hse n was there the whole day.3 of them r sick yet i make them accompany me the whole day. i really feel so bad.so sorry guys.. ate porridge in the noon again cos i really dun feel like eating n everyone is asking me to eat.they force me to eat something in the evening although i insist i'm not hungry..but i kno they did it for my own gd.haiz...cried when on the way to ying hse in the bus n train..n did the same when on the way hme.even cried when i was walking hme.wanted to sit at the void deck n cry a while before i go home but i met my bro while walking hme so i jus had to go hme.but i did manage to control my tears when at ying hse cos i jus dun wan them to worry about me cos they haf been treating me real nice.tmr i got to register my subjects for nxt semester but i haven done anything yet n i almost totally forgot about it after so many things have happened during the wkend.i have been stoning for the whole day while at ying hse...my fren keep telling me how bad he is but no matter how bad i think of him i jus cant make myself hate him.i am tat soft hearted.hope tmr will be better..but i dun think it will..memories are still fresh in my mind...everything i do, everywhere i go jus makes me think of him..
