life never turns out the way you want it to be

Updates!

2012-01-12T15:13:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since i last blogged!!
Updates...
Anyway im still working at the same company ever since i graduated.
Life is good at the moment, still single and mahjonging non stop.
Getting older and older!!Turning 27 this year...omg....3 more yrs and i will hit the big 30 and i am still single!
Foresee that i will be an old spinster...
No guys interest me at all and abit lazy to go out and meet new guy frens...so thats about it...my life is plain boring... =D
But, I am enjoying it!

2010-07-13T14:47:00.002+08:00

Just back from my holidays at Phuket.
A really nice place to relax under the sun.
Fun seasports, nice and cheap food and great company as well.
Now planning another trip to BKK in Sept with my dearest yips.

Things to be done within this two weeks:
1) Go exercise (running or amore classes).
2) Send at least 10 resumes out.

I need to focus what i have to do and not slack anymore.

SUPER Bad Habit

2010-06-14T10:39:00.004+08:00

I have been slacking non stop.
How can i stop this bad habit of mine??
It has been with me for quite some time already.
Maybe i need to shut myself off frm the world and reflect on myself.
=(

Months had passed...

2010-03-09T21:37:00.002+08:00

Its been months since i last blogged.
Probably gonna be half a yr.
Lots of things happened.
New frens made, new relationship started and ended.
Drinking and partying every wkend.
Shall upload some pics soon......

Drinks drinks drinks.

2009-09-06T13:50:00.002+08:00

Im down with the flu bug.
After consecutively drinking for two nites.
Fri nite was at brewerkz with jamie.
Overestimated both of us by ordering a tower.
Results: Left one jug untouched.

Ytd was clubbing at Phuture.
Ying, Peizhen, Jamie and frens.
Such a long time since the last time i was there.
Fun, fun n more fun.
Drinks, drinks and more drinks.
Super high and luff non stop like a mad woman with Peizhen outside Phuture.
Just cant stop luffing when i look at Peizhen face.
Cant remember when was the last time i was so high.

So fast wkend is over.
Tmr is another mon.
Time pass real fast.
Just a few more months and its a new yr.
Shld i stick it out til the end of the yr or start searching..
In a dilemma..

Pictures and more pictures..

2009-08-09T21:49:00.012+08:00

Some pics taken during my convo and 4e3 gathering.. =)

On the way to convo..

My mummy n daddy!

My only buddy left at convo...hahhaa...poor us..

4e3 gathering at shokudo!

Lots of food..

The rosti i ate~!

The super big burger Kaixiang and Kiatbook took..

The photo we tried to take by ourselves..look at gary trying to squeeze into the pics(Kiat Boon purposely wanna blocked him out)!

Hahhaa..

Anyway i realised i really dun like ppl keep talking on the phone all the time when we go out (as in when there is only 2 ppl).

So i apologised to those tat i did it in the past.

Especially to Yippy.

Hahahha..

Meet up with jc gang ytd for dinner at Yuki Yaki, followed by dessert at Swensen.

Yuki Yaki totally sucks, so do not go there.

Expensive and not nice.

Me and sand.

I look so white beside sand cos she too tanned..LOL..

Group photo at Swensen.

Its time to start replanning for my future again...

Application unsuccessful.

2009-08-01T22:30:00.003+08:00

Anyway my application for senior police officer is not successful so its time to start planning again.. =(
Wasnt very surprised with the outcome cos somehow expected it after the interview.
Did so badly afterall it was my first formal interview with so many ppl.
Anyway its time to move on.
At least i tried.

Disappointing convo..

2009-07-30T19:32:00.003+08:00

Back from convo.
Pretty disappointed cos onli got one fren there.
Didnt took much pictures.
Only came to regret today for not studying well in the past and was unable to convocate last yr.
Haiz...i have only got myself to blame.
Upload pics soon.
=(

Interview sucks.

2009-07-24T20:35:00.003+08:00

Dont really feel very optimistic about the interview.
I think the chances of me getting the job is quite low.
Cos i fared quite badly during the interview.
Its like they keep shooting me until i dunno what to say.
N i realised i totally sucks at expressing myself in english.
May some miracles happen.
Anyway i interviewed for Senior Police Officer for those who are curious about it.
Especially that person who has been reading my blog very frequently and i only found out recently that u knew about my blog.
Thanks for the support.
Haha..although mine is a boring one...jus feel like blogging my feelings sometimes.
Tats y i seldom upload pics.

Food poisoning..

2009-07-20T20:59:00.003+08:00

Coming fri is the panel interview.
Everybody wish me luck! =P

Sick the whole of ytd n today.
Food poisoning.
Having diarrhoea the whole of ytd and earli this morning.
So miserable.
The pain is unbearable.

PAIN!

2009-07-08T20:22:00.004+08:00

My whole mouth is in pain.
Didnt know it will be so painful when the anesthetic wears off.
Drink water also painful.
Painful until i got fever. =(
Still got to eat medicine.
Think i will onli survive on water and milk the whole of today.
Hate wisdom tooth!

Went for the second round on Mon.
Quite a casual one to one dialogue session.
Hope i make it thru.
Sounds interesting when the person in charge of us told us some details of the work.
If i make it through, then the most difficult hurdle i believe is the panel interview.
One to six..jus thinking about it is frightening.

Hope I Make it through..

2009-06-17T18:24:00.004+08:00

One month nv blog.. =)

Took leave today and spend the whole day filling up forms.
Most of the ppl were in formal attire except me.
Abit embarrassing but the person that i called told me casual so i wore casual lo. -_-"
Need to wait...hope i can make it through all the rounds.
Good luck to me!

Tmr meeting up with jc gals, fri with yippy, sat with uni gang.
Hahah...one wk meet all my frens.
Except for PL tat gang..dunno all disappear to where liao..think half yr nv see them.
Its time to organise a dinner.

Think i overspend tis month, bought a facial package. =(

Time to remove wisdom tooth next month!
Hope it doesnt cost me any money!

Suddenly got the urge to club tis few wkends but no khaki. =(

Back from Superstar Virgo!

2009-05-17T17:43:00.009+08:00

A fun trip although nuttin much to do on the cruise.
Took some random photos from facebook and posted it here.

My lovely sis gift from her Europe trip~! Longchamp bag!

Her bags...
Off-white..

Navy-green

LV

Superstar Virgo!

Looks like some picture taken from the Titanic.
Nah..I took it when i was taking a small ferry to the sea port at Penang.
The ship really looks majestic.

Our room no. go buy 4D..

Our access card.
Use everywhere on the ship, to buy things, eat..drink..

Expensive photo..cost me 26.50 for just the two photos below.
Still got alot more but no money to buy. Haha..

C him yandao then i buy one..

I love the view from the balcony!
Especially sunset and even at night.
The sun and moon casting shadows on the sea.

Sitting at the balcony.

The pool at night with the liveband and bbq food.

Yummy~

Me too hungry liao..

Nv eat breakfast..haha..

Ganma's small bday cake..

Trying to decide what to drink at the lounge..

Help! Ah mei wan to kill me!

They lock me inside the door dont let me go out.

At the gala dinner.

Taken when the ship stopover at Phuket.

Sometimes I think alot and say i wanna do it but i never really get down to doing it.
Im such a loser.

Haiz..

I missed you, ah gong!

2009-05-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

I missed my ah gong.
Even talking or thinking about him i wanna cry.
I dreamt of him last night.
I dreamt that he was in the hospital sitting in a wheelchair, i kept on crying for him to come hme with me but he jus kept quiet and cant come back with me.
It was so real.
When i woke up, I got a feeling that maybe he cant come hme because his tablet is not in our hse.
Haiz..

Boring.

2009-05-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

Nuaing at hme the whole long wkend.
Sleeping and playing com.

Caught Friday the 13th on Fri.
Jus a scary movie.
Not much storyline.

Its Mon tmr again.

Starcruise!!

2009-04-19T22:37:00.007+08:00

Looking forward to 10th of May.
Going for cruise on Superstar Virgo. Yeah!
Never ever went on a cruise before.~

Damn sway this month. Losing big money. Should stop soon.

Its really time for a change soon. On the lookout.

Have decided to take my license before the end of this year.

My bday present from Yippie!Eye shadow from HK, delicious mochi and a love letter..LOL..

A few pics taken from piggy during the hi-tea at sheraton and our holiday @ JB on my bday.

Mmm..delicious!

Seafood dinner in JB!

Surprise bday cake from my dearest ganma and meiyi!

Five of us too boliao...haha..

Trying to build a pyramid.

Poor me n piggy.

Trying to smile even though got over 100 kg on top of us.

24.

2009-04-10T02:13:00.001+08:00

Im 24.
Definitely older.
I missed him but dunno which him exactly.

Bday bday!

2009-04-09T20:40:00.003+08:00

Ok...spending my last moment of my 23yrs old alone at hme. =(
So bored..pathetic..

Thanks to all who remembered my bday.
With or without presents, be it a drawing, a cake or an expensive gift, the friendship is good enough.
But still, just wanna say thank you!

Getting older and older. =(

Most expensive present of the year.
Ipod nano!
From my dearest Meiyi, Ganma, Piggy, Jinhao, Ah Sort, Sheena and some others which sort lin have yet to tell me.
This is the second most expensive present i received from them.
I still remembered another one during my 21st bday: OSIM Uzap.

Me and my cake.

First bday cake from Kath.

My first bday pressie frm Jamie and Fiona.

Going for hi-tea with ganma they all at ST tmr followed by our JB trip.
Into JB for 3 days 2 night.
Relax and chill inside.

Went Sentosa in the middle of last night.
Sat at the beach with some drinks.
Watching the sky, looking at the moon and the stars, listening to the sea breeze and enjoying the wind in ur face.
Never ever done that before.
Really nice.
Even better if your love one is the one beside you.

Last of all, bday wish of all........(cannot be said if not it wont come true).

缘分

2009-04-01T12:22:00.002+08:00

Two times consecutively two days in a week.
At different timing at the same place.
Piggy say first time is coincidence,second time is 缘分.
I shld say is 有缘无分。
I am over it.
=D

Coincidence

2009-03-31T12:21:00.001+08:00

I think i saw him ytd...
After 1 yr and 9 months...
Lucky or unlucky?
I got no idea..

Life is short..

2009-03-28T11:20:00.005+08:00

Think i forgot to write about something interesting i saw last monday.
Earli in the morning, while i was preparing to go wrk i heard a lot "bang" and i thought maybe it was jus sombody throwing something downstairs.
When i took the lift downstairs, turn right, I saw a dead corpse(luckily with the head covered) lying down there.
The police was jus arriving when i walk passed.
From the people standing ard there, i saw the neighbour and his son who lives on the 5th floor.
And i roughly can guess who was the one who jumped.
Apparently after tat i heard from my mum that he got some kind of skin cancer.

Sometimes life is so short..and for those who commit suicide are jus so selfish cos they nv think of those loves one ard them who will be real sad when they die.

The spot where he was lying dead.

My snacks in the office. Yummy~~

Ytd went to joseph hse play mahjong with his frens.
Arrived late and half way thru the game, they say wanna cut cake. N i didnt know it was joseph bday this wk.
So bad of me not to know..given that he is such a gd mahjong khaki..
Anyway wish him stay younger and quickly find a wife as he is getting older and older...LOL..

Like praying that he will strike 4D.

Brownie cake that Regent bought.

My bday coming.

Change of plans...going to jb to relax with ganma, meiyi, piggy n sort.

Anyone who knows them are welcome to join us!

Took leave on 9th of april, my bday eve. Long wkend!

Yeah!anyone wanna go out that day celebrate with me call me!

Im quite addicted to~~~~

Updated~!

2009-03-22T19:27:00.009+08:00

Ok...haven been updating for a long time until i see my blog in a mess.
So...changed a new skin.
Added a profile picture.
Did alot of changes in the original format, shifting here n there.
Bad news is i forgot to save a copy n i lose all blog links.
Hehe..so ppl..do post ur blog links in my cbox.
Thanks!

Planning for a genting trip on my bday with ying and ah sort.
Anyone interested..

My dinner for tonight..pizza hut! So fattening..

My expenditure for this month..all on facial and hair products..pocket a big hole now..
Hair masque, scalp detoxifying solution, moisturiser.

CK IN2U perfume.

Facial cleanser from faceshop.

My facial products (all from faceshop).
Mask, toner, moisturiser, serum, pore cover-up gel.

With Fiona, the dino.

Bbqs i went to this month.

The 3 bday gals.

From young to old. =P

"Yummy" Tiramisu cake.

With my favourites from ST.

Always like to "zi pai" non stop..not onli "zi pai" but also like to "zi mo".

The "zi mo" queen of the year.

The group picture.

Bbq organised and sponsored by ganma and meiyi.

Dearest meiyi and sort lin.

BALD!!

2009-02-09T11:40:00.003+08:00

So restless now...after dreaming the whole night...didnt have a gd slp.. >.<

Dreamt that i was bald..omg..so scary..gonna do something man..

Things to be done this week or next week:
1) Go have a haircut or perm or rebond my hair..

2) Find a facial shop near my hse and do facial..

New Year resolutions

2009-02-08T21:25:00.003+08:00

Woots~~super heng...won another 200 plus in mj today.. >.<

Did some hsewrk after i reached hme today..so guai..

1st Resolution of the year:
Be more discipline with my lifestyle. Eg. Do more housewrk and keep the house clean.

2nd Resolution:
Go out less often after wrk n save money to go overseas within this year.

3rd Resolution (which i believe is quite difficult to achieve) :
Eat 2 meals a day(breakfast and lunch) and exercise more often. At least 3 times a week.

Shall write down more resolutions for the new yr during my nxt entry. For now its time to sleep. I need beauty sleep.. =P

clubbing!

2009-02-08T02:58:00.002+08:00

Woah! So tired after going out for the whole day. Went qiqi hse to "bai nian" in the noon. Lots of delicious food cooked by her mummy..got my favourite mushroom soup and pizza! Won about 50 bucks in black jack..heng heng!

Ytd nite went O Bar clubbing with mini. So happening..we met up with his first gang of guy frens, Kenny (a guy that piggy admired when she was young..LOL...) & frens for dinner at marina square. Then ard 8 plus we went to clarke quay to hang out. We ended up drinking Heineken beer with redbull at a coffee shop near DBL O. So auntie!After the beer, we went to O bar to drink a jug of screwdriver. So FULL! When mini's buddy arrived, they treat us to 2 tequila shots and a jaggerbomb(dunno spelling correct or not). I super hate tequila shots now after vomiting the last time i drank tequila shots! By then i was already high and feel like vomiting. I tahan till after another half a jug of screw driver then i rush to the toilet and vomit. We danced til the place closed.

Its been a long time since i drank so much and vomitted so much. Still remember the last time was when after i broke up with him. Probably...one and a half yrs ago..july 2007..

Its already 2 months into the new yr..time past so fast..and i haven really set a goal and some resolutions for myself for the new yr..Im getting older and older.. =(

Chinese new yr!!

2009-01-23T12:53:00.003+08:00

Watch two movies in a week! Red cliff 2 and Eden Lake.

Spend alot of money on clothes. Close to 100 bucks for my online clothes..first time bought a pair of shoes for 69.90 at gripz. So ex...

Got my pay already...wanna buy something to pamper myself but dunno wat to buy.Haha..

It chinese new yr!!Yeah...time to enjoy!

Happy new yr to all!

2009-01-07T11:57:00.002+08:00

Happy New Yr to all!

So lazy to blog nowadays..nuttin much to update..nuttins changed..

Looking forward to anything special that might be coming up..Life is very peaceful at the moment..no excitements..has its gd and bad..

Started my online shopping again...so anyone wanna do any online shopping on taiwan webbies do let me know... =)

Looking forward to CNY!

Merry xmas!

2008-12-25T20:25:00.004+08:00

Attended my sis ROM on the 21st which is her bday as well. Her hair and makeup done was quite nice...there was some crop up here and there, make my sis quite unhappy. Hope her actual wedding day will be better. Upload photos of her soon...

Been slping the whole day on xmas day...Went clubbing last nite with mag and gang at some place called bellini grande i think owned by st james. Was supposed to go Attica but becos of some issues then change to bellini grande. We went hme quite earli after tat. Afterall, a boring xmas it was..hope the new yr will be better..

Merry Xmas!!

Dreams

2008-12-23T09:43:00.002+08:00

Whenever i have nightmare, the moment i wake up, i feel very eerie...like there are dirty things around me..sometimes the dreams feel so real...

Im not a scaredy cat but i believe in everything...

SUPER DUPER SAD

2008-12-15T12:20:00.002+08:00

Im super duper disappointed.

I missed the chance to go Korea with my mum paying for the trip! This is a rare chance for me. =( Im super sad!!!!!!

ARGH!!!

Be strong

2008-12-02T21:20:00.002+08:00

Been busy lately with work..converted to full time at the moment at the company that i wrk as temp. Still looking for better jobs but looking at the situation..looks like need to slowly tk my time so i wrk there as perm staff first.

Caught a show this week called quarantine the english version of REC (spanish version), the show i mentioned a few entries ago. Nice show..exciting..but missed the front part of it cos was a last min decision to watch the show.

Tmr going drinking with colleagues at DBL O. Really feel sorry for him but i dunno how to console him, wanted to accompany him maybe for dinner or wat..but it feels so weird...only time can help..only time will heal the wound that is so deep..

I really hate seeing ppl close to me getting upset and hurt in a relationship.

I also hate those type of men and women that hurt their partner so deep without feeling guilty..but what to do...life is meant to be like that..we have no control over our feelings as well as others..

The thing to do is only to get over the obstacle and stand up again..stronger and tougher than before..

Im always the extra...the forgotten one..

2008-11-22T12:50:00.003+08:00

I feel that i have drifted apart from them. The gap is widening. So all i can do is to sit at one corner and listen in on their conversation. Nuttin much to say about the topic. Getting quieter and quieter as time goes by. Sometimes feel that im the outcaste, here jus to make up for the vacancy. Not included in anything.

Mum been pestering me to find high paying job. Saying why waste the money study so much when i am not gonna go find a high paying job. =( i jus wanna be satisfied with what i have..cant i..........

Past is past..

2008-11-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm...so bored at hme so i went facebook to surf around. Saw recent photos of him in facebook and all i can say is he has grown fatter. Doesnt look as good as in the past when i am mesmerised in him. Haha~not luffing at him but luffing at the fact that i am over him definitely. =D saw one gal that i suspect is his current gf now and i do admit his gf looks gd...but too ah lian. =P But is his taste afterall..

Shall not comment further. I am happy for now..

Mad woman!

2008-11-11T22:24:00.003+08:00

My mum told me something funny jus now. She said she met a mad woman at wrk. A 40+ auntie came and ordered 2 packs of fried kway teow from her. After ordering, my mum straight away cook for her. Tat auntie went off to the mama shop beside the coffee shop to buy drinks. When she came back, my mum say to her "xiao jie, ur fried kway teow." She replied"lao chee bye already, still called xiao jie!" (pointing to her private part at the same time). After saying that, she slapped my mum. My mum was so angry that she picked up her slipper and slapped the woman back. Then the woman started going crazy, throwing the bottles of drink she bought and scolding bad words as she left the place.

Moral of the story is: Don't call an old woman xiao jie or else u will be slapped.

2008-11-09T20:38:00.004+08:00

Caught two shows in this week. The coffin and Saw 5. The coffin is ok only..not very nice. A lot of fren already told me not nice but i still wanna watch it. Haha..

Tmr yippy going to china for two weeks le..hope she do well over there.

This wk will be a week for me to nua at hme. No wrk but need to study for nxt wk exam. =(

Some pics from last last wk bbq organised by joni. Too lazy to upload pic..

Ganma doing some exercise after the bbq..pushing piggy up and down using fairprice trolley..

Piggy crying in the trolley

Panda and ganma..

Group photo

Lots of delicious food

So big already..still eat all over her mouth..

F***!

2008-11-08T14:26:00.002+08:00

I have never ever been so angry and dulan before. Angry til i wanna cry and dulan til i wanna turn the table upside down. And in the end im the big loser. WTF. Jus my luck.

Movies to catch

2008-10-28T19:22:00.002+08:00

The long wkend is over so fast. =( Didnt do much this few days..only been wrking and resting at hme.

Tmr going for bbq at pasir ris. End of month soon..Hope my pay quickly comes...

Lately there are 3 movies that interests me alot...The Coffin, Saw v and REC.

Saw V

In the fifth instalment of the "Saw" franchise, Hoffman is seemingly the last person alive to carry on the Jigsaw legacy. However when his secret is threatened, Hoffman must go on the hunt to eliminate all loose ends that might expose him.

The Coffin

Inspired by a true Thai ritual of lying in coffins to get rid of bad luck and prolong life, The Coffin is a supernatural thriller about a young man and a young woman who decide to go through the ritual in Thailand. Chris, a claustrophobic architect does it in the hope of saving his fiancée who's dying of terminal cancer. Sue,
a nutritionist visiting Thailand from Hong Kong does it to save her own life after being diagnosed with a lethal brain tumor - one week before her wedding. After the ritual, Chris and Sue experience what appear to be miracles in their respective lives. But soon, they find themselves confronted by a series of bizarre and terrifying incidents. With the help of a professor specializing in paranormal cases associated with the ritual, they set out to exorcise the ghosts that haunt them, and attempt to reverse the wheel of karma. Thrilling, mysterious and ultimately moving, The Coffin is a spine-chilling horror about the beauty of life and death, and coming to face to face with living and dying.

REC

While covering the night shift at a small-town fire department, an ambitious young television reporter and her cameraman follow the crew on a call to rescue an elderly woman who is unable to escape the inferno consuming her home. Upon their arrival at the scene, the calm midnight air is pierced by the sound of horrific screams, and the television report takes an unexpectedly dark turn.

Back frm kukup~~

2008-10-24T16:40:00.007+08:00

Went kukup last wkend. Had lots of fun tis time compared to the past two trips. It really depends on the gang u go with. This is the 3rd time i went and this is the first time we manage to put firecrackers. WOO~~ Quite fun and scary lo..There is one bee de fire cracker tat is the most scary. Cos we dunno after we lit the backside the bee will fly where although the auntie tat sells it say the head face where then will fly where but the bee anyhow fly one lo. Played mahjong for over 12 hrs until my hand muscle pain but its worth the pain cos i won 350 ringgit. Wahaha..On the way back stop at JB to do my manicure..like it so much. Cost me about 103 ringgit to do my hands n legs. Not very ex..and its worth it..wanna go back there and do it again~

Long wkend is here for me!!!

3rd Trip

2nd Trip

1st Trip

On the bus there..

The place nv changes..

The house we live in..

Fireworks

Fire bee~~

Doing manicure at JB

My beautiful fingers~~

Mahjong~

2008-10-11T17:09:00.003+08:00

Today topic is mahjong. LOL..to some ppl mahjong is gambling while to some ppl mahjong is a leisure activity. To me, winning or losing is not the matter but enjoying the game matters more to me. Thru mahjong, friendship can be built up and u can make more frens too. =P

Ytd played a game n i won 80 bucks. I supposedly prepare to go there, enjoy the game n lose money because my "da yi ma" come. Normally during such days of the month, i will be very sway when i play mahjong. So far, 9 out of 10 times when i play mahjong during such days, i will lose. But ytd is the only one time i didnt lose n i won. Haha..

I am slacking at hme on a sat..doing nuttin except surfing the net n lying on the bed. Intend to do some housewrk n sweat abit later but not sure whether my enthusiasm will last me til later when no one is at hme.

Exam is ard the corner, jus one last huddle to leap before i joined the wrking world. It jus so happen to be the economic downturn when i am gonna to look for a job soon. =( What a sway person i am..

Sis getting ROM on her bday this year which is the 21st of Dec which happens to be someone's bday as well whom i will nv forget.

...

2008-10-03T13:08:00.002+08:00

Haven been blogging for quite some time...life's been pretty stagnant for me..mahjong during off days..wrking..shopping when i got money...tats all i guess. Love life is stil the same..no prospective candidates. LOL..Nutting interesting..jus ytd i spend over 100 bucks on facial products from faceshop. Still hunting for my dearest yippy post bday present. Jus cant seems to find anything that is suitable for her. =P Mahjong tonight again..hope i win lots of money so i can have extra money to buy something to pamper myself..

Swollen eyes!

2008-09-16T12:38:00.002+08:00

My eyes hurts now. Its damn swollen and when i blink my eye, i can stil feel slight pain. Lock myself at hme this two days because i dun think my make up is enough to cover the swollen eye. Had diarrhoea ytd earli in the morning at 5 am and a few more times in the morning! >.< Diarrhoea plus swollen eyes and so in the end didnt go wrk..

Went chinatown on sun. Walk walk ard the area but due to the rain, there was not much mooncake festival activities over there. So sad..but overall it was still enjoyable! =P

Pissed..

2008-09-13T17:30:00.002+08:00

Damn pissed now...kana fly aeroplane last min.. =(

Ytd met up with benny n gang for dinner at some noodles shop or wat which i cant remember. Some place at suntec city..free flow of ice creams and drinks. Food normal only but its considered cheap.

Chat up with joe on the way hme. Really envy him..slim down so much and have such a gd job prospects. Really pei fu him also for having so gd self discipline. In order to slim down..he totally did not touch any flour food for almost 3 months already. Tats so difficult! >.<

Such a boring sat...having headache the moment i woke up and slacking at hme for almost the whole day already. No programmes...nuttin.. =(

Sats...

2008-09-05T23:47:00.006+08:00

Met up with pl gang last last sat to celebrate berd bday..n i thought it wil be another half more yr before we sit down to celebrate the nxt bday which is mine!haha..long way to go..took some pics which me n minsin totally not in any of them.. =(

Last sat was spend at fiona's hse playing and eating non stop. Haha..for dinner, her husband drove us to waffletown at bt timah there..missed the waffles, fried chicken and mashed potato there. The last time tat i went there was like 9 or 10 years ago..back when i was still in sec one or sec two when the restaurant was somewhere near beautyworld. Now it moved further down and is so inconvenient.

Sun was shopping day with yippy n penguin...

the bird day gal..

the desserts frm the restaurant tat i cant remember..

KL Trip..

2008-09-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

Im back from KL two or three wks ago!But didnt have time to update my blog. =) Nice and relaxing trip. Didnt really bought alot of things. Jus there to eat and play. We bked the executive superior room and we are entitled access to the lounge. The lounge got free computer to use, free food and drinks. During evening still got free flow of cocktails...wine la..blacklabel la.. Almost every evening i will accompany the drunkards there but i wont drink. LOL..every morning also got free breakfast and i ate at least two eggs every morning. >.<

The gd thing about the hotel is it is connected to a super big shopping mall call mid valley megamall. Inside the mall has everything..cinemas, bowling, pool and lots of shops for u to shop til u drop except for ktv. And so..me and sheena ran all the way to times square to the neway ktv. They gave us such a big room jus for the two of us with an individual toilet in the room. This is the first time i saw a toilet in the ktv room and the sound system was so gd with wireless mike..much much better than the ones in singapore!

The nxt day we went to the theme park at times square. I was having headache that day and only played a few games. Cos after playing the games, my headache got even worse. Uploaded a few pics from the trip..

Our hotel room..

The four of them without me... *sobz*

Greedy pig..

Views from the lounge..

The drunkard...

KL: 1st and 2nd day~~

2008-08-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

Im in KL!!!2nd day in KL. =) hotel was great although not up to expectations. delicious breakfast. Reach here ard 2 ytd noon. Went shopping at mid valley shopping mall which is connected to our hotel. It is super huge got north south east n west wing. Haven even finished shopping the whole of it. Only manage to shop top shop, dorothy perkins and a few others. Sales everywhere. Got cheap tops from dorothy and topshop. ^-^ Went to the pets world here too...the puppies on display are damn cute lo....After tat we pack pizza hut back to the hotel to eat. Ordered two huge pizza,garlic breads,chicken wings and breadsticks which we couldnt finished up. As usual drank wine which gan ma and meiyi bought here.

This morning went to watch The Mummy. Nice show at a cheap price. Haha..i think the popcorn combo that we bought plus the movie tickets is equivalent to the price of a movie ticket in singapore lo. Its damn cheap lo. Now eating teabreak at the executive lounge. Will be out shopping in a while more and tonight will be seafood at Bt Bintang. Time to go ppl~~

Explorer Rick O'Connell to combat the resurrected Han Emperor in an epic that races from the catacombs of ancient China high into the frigid Himalayas. Rick is joined in this all-new adventure by son Alex, wife Evelyn and her brother, Jonathan. And this time, the O'Connells must stop a mummy awoken from a 2,000-year-old curse who threatens to plunge the world into his merciless, unending service. Doomed by a double-crossing sorceress to spend eternity in suspended animation, China's ruthless Dragon Emperor and his 10,000 warriors have laid forgotten for eons, entombed in clay as a vast, silent terra cotta army. But when dashing adventurer Alex O'Connell is tricked into awakening the ruler from eternal slumber, the reckless young archaeologist must seek the help of the only people who know more than he does about taking down the undead: his parents. As the monarch roars back to life, our heroes find his quest for world domination has only intensified over the millennia. Striding the Far East with unimaginable supernatural powers, the Emperor Mummy will rouse his legion as an unstoppable, otherworldly force... unless the O'Connells can stop him first.

New passport!KL here i come~~

2008-08-12T15:28:00.002+08:00

Got my new passport today..supposed to go earli in the morning to ICA to get the passport but i slept til ard 11 then wake up. In the end i missed my first two lessons. Now nuaing in sch waiting for my jap lessons. So sleepy..having headache and my eyes is slightly swollen. *sobz*

Tmr is finally arriving!Going to KL in the morning!yippy! Shopping, eating and enjoying for the whole of 6 days!Living in a luxurious hotel. =P Last fri nite went to play mahjong til sat morning then straight went to wrk without slping. Haha..then slping while i was serving dinner. >.< In the end sun morning was supposed to go ktv with yippy n gang but didnt manage to wake up n make yippy so angry. And so, me and penguin gave her a surprise and drop by at her hse to accompany her instead. bought a small slice of cake for her and stayed for steamboat dinner. N i sacrifice my face and let her practise her makeup lesson on my face. Let her did a bridal makeup. Didnt tk any photos cos the lighting isnt very gd.

Yippy went to china to wrk today le while i will be going to KL tmr!Hehe..Will upload photos tat i took frm KL when i come back!dun miss me while im gone!be back nxt mon!KL here i come~~~~

First day of school

2008-08-05T21:17:00.004+08:00

Went to school for my first lesson of the semester. Not a very good start. First the prof was late, cos he told us he got the wrong room. Nxt, he told us that he will onli teach us for 4 weeks because he already tend in his resignation. He also duno who will tk over him because he said 6 other prof from his department all quit. N he wish us luck because the prof tat tk over him wouldnt know what he has taught n the exam paper may come out ques tat wasnt taught in class. -_- n the worse thing is he encouraged us to complain and write a petition letter and get everyone to sign to the dean or whoever if the exam comes out questions that we nv learn before. WTH....

Then wat shld i do now...change course or stick to it... -_-" sianz..

After lesson, went Lot 1 to shop shop...spend 30 bucks on a polo tee frm giordano..hee..almost wanted to buy bodyshop facial products, bra, panties, earphones but decided to change my mind and look ard first before buying. Want to buy a bag but i cant seems to find something that i like except those branded bags tat really cost alot..i think by nxt wk my pay will be gone before i knew it..

Nxt wed is coming....my KL trip is getting closer n closer..looking forward to the hotel... >.<

Tmr is a wrking day...time to turn in soon..i know im lazy..hee..

>.<

2008-08-03T19:21:00.003+08:00

My throats hurts again although i have been drinking lots of water the whole of last nite when im playing mahjong. Even drank the chinese medicine tat my fren bought for me for 5 dollar per pack but there is no improvements. I lose 30 bucks~~but the super duper kind benny say give him 20 bucks can liao...how kind can a person be???!!he is the one and only lo...haha...nxt time if i win his money i think i shld do the same.

Anyway i suddenly remembered the last time i played mahjong with liwen frens, one guy and one ger. The ger happened to know my ex bf!!!The one tat hurts me the most. Because they r wrking in the same recruit company and she happened to sit in front of her. She told me that nobody in the company likes him as his PR skills is not very gd and he has onli wrked in the company for a few months only. Think is karma biting back at him. But at least he still got his gf to be by his side supporting him.

Today spend slping at hme. Elder Sis went penang to wrk for one wk again. Im all alone on a sunday slacking at hme. Sometimes life is so lonely without a companion..how i wish i find my tat special someone..haha..but guys nowadays r so difficult to be trusted..

Two more weeks to go~~

2008-08-02T19:13:00.008+08:00

Two more weeks to go before i go KL for my holidays!YEAH!!Gonna stay in a posh hotel and enjoy the gd food and shopping there..

Finally its time for sch again..sch reopens this week and my lessons will be on tue n fri noon til nite. So anyone wan go out with me during wkday nites, i will not be free on this two days. Hee..Took japanese level 4 this semester and hope i can cope alone well..because for the past two levels..penguin was there to help me..

Last fri was my "graduation night" and now then got the time to upload photos and blog. Dinner was ok..went drinking at DBL O after that followed by mahjong. Didnt really drink alot so we are still sober during the game. Haha...didnt won any prizes and anyway all the prizes sucks. Onli penguin won a 5 or 6 gb thumbdrive. Better than nuttin rite..

Last nite went amk to eat the famous chilli crab there with ah mei, piggy, sort n gan ma....yummy~~it was delicious..later going benny hse play mahjong..keke..

Enjoying my life as it is now..but the sorethroat wouldnt go away..its been bugging me for weeks..

Uploaded a new song to my blog..hope u all enjoy it.. =)

The lousy hotel

me and penguin

me n joe

me n xiaoying

she very cute hor..sailin always like to say i keep her inside my bag..cos my bag very big and she very small..haha..

look like a couple quarreling rite?LOL..

drinking at O bar after the dinner..

virus is attacking me~~help me!

2008-07-20T21:02:00.005+08:00

Been in bed the whole day..head so giddy..coughing non stop until i feel like vomiting. Throat hurts so much when i swallow my saliva. >.<

Caught a movie last night with sort lin..called P2. A thriller, not very nice show but still watchable. Throughout the show, i was so calm but instead i got frightened by the two person siting beside me lo. One was sort lin and another was a stranger. Both of them keep screaming and jumping in fright in their seats lo and i also got frightened by them. -_-"

It's Christmas Eve. Angela Bridges works late before she leaves for her family's holiday party. When she gets down to the parking garage, she discovers that her car won't start. The garage is deserted and her cell phone doesn't get a signal underground. When security guard Thomas comes along and offers help, Angela nervously accepts. Soon after, he invites her to a small Christmas dinner he's preparing in the parking office but she laughs it off. Angela doesn't realise it's no laughing matter - Thomas has been watching her closely for months! If Angela wants to live to see morning, she must find a way to escape from level P2 of the parking garage.

Another movie that i caught recently is the red cliff. Interesting war strategies and some bits and pieces of humour in the movie.

With a budget of US$80million, "Red Cliff" is the most expensive Asian-financed film to date. The movie is based on historical records of "The Chronicles of the Three Kingdom" rather than the novel, "Romance of the Three Kingdom". In the early third century, the land of Wu is invaded by the warlord Cao Cao and his soldiers. The ruler of Wu, Sun Quan (Chang Chen), calls on the rival warlord Liu Bei (You Yong) for help, but their two armies are still badly outnumbered. However, the strategists Zhou Yu (Tony Leung) and Zhuge Liang (Takeshi Kaneshiro) see that Cao Cao's army is unused to battling on the sea. With 200,000 men, Zhou Yu and Zhuge Liang defeat Cao Cao's army at the Yangtze River.

Had dinner with yippy, syl n penguin at somewhere near chinatown on fri nite. Korean food..its yummy!especially the "chao nian gao". Really nice..wanted to go party world after tat but it was really quite ex on a fri nite plus there is no available room. So in the end we went hme earli..pathetic fri nite.

The street look so eerie.. "Ann Siang Hill" but it doesnt look any bit safe..

the busy streets of chinatown

the indian temple

the korean restaurant free appetizers

yippy and bday gal

me and penguin

im sick again..

2008-07-17T19:28:00.006+08:00

im sick again..stayed at hme the whole day n slp..terrible headache and fever. =(

Therefore, i got time to upload pics.

Celebrated sheena's bday three weeks ago at kbox cineleisure. Ate the buffet for the first time and it was quite nice.

The fattys..lucky i not in the pic..LOL.. =P

The remains of ST gang

The bday gal with the bday cake we created

her task was to tk out all the candle holder by mouth

so full!

act cute with the bday gal

wan to get our angbao...not so easy..must finished up the two cans of beer..in the end the 4 of us help her drink up almost one can..

Celebrated pl and mag's bday two days ago at cafe cartel...ate alot of fried food plus the super sweet chocolate bday cake i bought. Maybe tats y im sick today..

one of the bday gal

the second bday gal eyeing the cake greedily..

the blur one

the shy one

the pretty one..LOL!

enjoying the cake tat i bought

my sec sch gang..

Looking forward to nxt fri "grad nite" although i am not graduating but shld be fun hanging out with my uni gang for maybe the last time. As we will be busy with each other's things and seldom have the time for such gathering again.

After that will be the KL trip with ah mei n ganma..

NEW PHONE!!!

2008-07-10T14:25:00.004+08:00

Haven been blogging for a long time. Been busy wrking n earning money. Im fine now..so thanks to my frens out there. =)

Latest updates is i just bought a new phone! Wahaha..nokia E71..i love it!Got it for only 148 with all the discount i can get. Just that i cant get it in white colour becos singtel dun have white colour stocks..so slim n nice!

Went with ah mei n ganma they all to JB for a one nite stay last last wkend. Was there eating and drinking non stop. Nice hotel we stay in and didnt really spend much on any shopping at all. So its a budget getaway from singapore.

Nice scenery frm the hotel

Cheers to whoever(piggy) who cant make it to the trip with us..hahah..

All the seafood we ate

They busy preparing while i busy tking photos

More photos to upload for sheena's bday but haven got the time yet. So wait patiently... =P

Im a loser~~

2008-06-16T16:11:00.003+08:00

ok~~~

I officially failed one sub and i got to repeat one more semester before i really graduate. I know i sucks big time. =( Dunno how to tell my mum even after the results were released two weeks ago.

Got to accept this fate sooner or later..so dun ask me when i gonna graduate again cos i hate answering this ques. I don even feel like going to the graduation dinner on 25 of july even though i paid for it for 40 bucks. I dun feel like meeting up with any of my frens who are graduating while i am still stuck in NTU.

I am deeply in debts so don ask me go out at the moment to enjoy. Jus managed to get my hp line reconnected back. I know i am a sucker, a fucker, a loser and whatever u can think of.

sick~~

2008-06-03T15:37:00.002+08:00

Haven been blogging for quite some time. Sick today so i didnt go wrk n stayed at hme slp. Fever, flu, sore throat all at once. Haven been so sick for a long time liao. Not enough water and always slping late i guess.

Last wk almost every day i slept ard 6 or 7 in the morning. Went out took either the first bus hme or the last night rider hme. Tis wk cant have the luxury of that due to wrk. Back at Olip helping ying again.

Last wk went to jb n shop with yippy. Didnt bought anything and instead caught a movie. On the way back to sg, we were trapped. The road towards malaysia custom was flooded with water knee high due to the rain. We saw ppl climbing fence and so we follow suite. It was the first time me n yippy did something so "interesting". Got cut on my finger by the rusty n dirty fence. >.<

This wk alot of progs lined up. Tmr is ah mei bday...meeting up with them for dinner. Thu meeting up with nana to play pool n dinner. Sat going for the sec sch reunion buffet.

Jus wanna wish ah mei an earli Happy Bday!!

My result will be out tis wk so better blessed me!!! =P

Enjoying every single moments

2008-05-22T16:20:00.004+08:00

Been enjoying abit too much for the past few wks. Everyday go out til earli morning then come hme. Last nite went clubbing, supposed to be with maine, sort n nana. In the end sort fly me aeroplane again n so ended up become me, nana and liwen. Went to DBL O and drank abit onli. Then we headed down to somewhere near paradiz centre there eat roti prata. Steve joined us shortly after that. He got interrogated by nana with his sex life til he is so awkward. LOL..all thanks to nana!n heng i manage to escape the interrogation. After tat, we went to east coast park chit chat and we sat there til 4 plus until steve drove us hme n i reached hme ard 530.I bet he went straight to camp without slping..

Last sat was spent with sort lin, jinhao n nana. We went to play pool, followed by drinking session at cafe iguana. Two jugs of magarita is not enough for the other 3 "jiu gui", but too bad we went down quite late so the bar closed before we can order somemore. So, we got very bored as it is still earli, and we walked down to esplanade and sat there to chit chat.

The 4 of us

Sort extra one

JH started getting horny.....

N so nana helped him.....

Tmr going for some unimportant interview..haha...

Sheena is back!

2008-05-16T15:10:00.007+08:00

Met up with sheena ytd n she made me waited for her for one hr at the control station cos she got no phone with her n i got no way to contact her. In the end thought she fly me aeroplane n i asked my fren, Steve who so happened to be free tat day to come down n accompany me. After steve agreed to come down, sheena call me n told me she overslept cos she cant sleep n her dad gave her slping pills to eat.

N so i met up with steve first before sheena n ah foo join us. After that, we went to catch the movie call chocolate, a thai show about a female boxer. not a bad show but not my type of show either. Actually i'm supposed to catch another movie with another fren who put me aeroplane n didnt confirmed with me so i ended up watching with them.

Yakuza Masashi and his Thai lover Zin are forced to part when Masashi is sent back to Japan, leaving Zin in Bangkok as a single mother to their autistic daughter, Zen. Despite her condition, she is blessed with extreme agility and picks up Muay Thai by watching television programs and from observing the training sessions at the Muay Thai academy next door. Zen becomes an obsessive fighter who excels at catching fast-flying objects. When Zin is diagnosed with cancer, Zen has to fight her way to raise funds for her mother's treatments.

After the movie, left the three of us, and we went to ktv. Because ah foo and frens didnt wannt go. Sheena n steve went crazy singing while i remain the sober one.hahaha..

Steve left ard 1 am becos he got to wrk early nxt morning while me n sheena continue singing til ard 3. We went to play pool for an hr before sitting down at the 24 hrs coffee club express to have a heart to heart talk til ard 6am before we decided to head hme.

Those out there whom haven met her after she came back do ask her out..cos she is back alone without Ah chow and she feels quite lonely too.tat y i accompanied her til she is tired so tat she wont think so much when she reach hme..Overall its a fun day with both S... >.<

3 of us(Steve, Sheena n ME)

Me n Sheena cam whoring

Steve handsome hor?hahaha...act handsome nia..

Tats me n Steve,,omg i look like a big sister to him lo...although we r the same age...i so cao lao.. =(

i wan work

2008-05-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

Send a few resumes today for some temp jobs. Cos i still dunno what i really wan to wrk as yet. So meanwhile while looking for a perm job, i shld earn some money wrking a temp job before my results get release as well. Ytd someone called me and ask me to go down for an interview tmr as a financial planner. Really got no idea where they got my no. from. Because they kno my name and kno that i am currently looking for a job. Still deciding whether to go for the interview tmr or not. But most probably not because i totally got no idea wat the job and the company is about.

Tmr gonna meet up with sheena who is back and at nite maybe meeting up with another fren for movie. >.<

I'm a slacker..

2008-05-13T14:16:00.001+08:00

Been slacking since last wk..always slp til late afternoon then wake up. N finally can mahjong mahjong n mahjong all nite long.. =P wanna find a job asap! Celebrated sort's bday last wk with jh n frens..Went to the place where Walter works, for dinner and then to some pub for a drink. Food is soso only but afterall its been so long since i met up with sort n jh..but they r still the same...

I feel like going east coast roller blade, cycle and picnic!Hee..Yippy and penguin wan to go??

At the ZOO!!

2008-05-05T09:27:00.009+08:00

Went to the zoo last last sun with tengz and penguin. As it was quite last min, yippy could not make it. So the three of us went happily in search of our friends!

Ah mengs

Polar Bear

Deers

Wolf

Tengz, penguin n me

Giraffe among the branches

The lion (tengz favourite, frm the start of the trail walk already keep telling me tat she wan to see the lion)

Ostrich

zebra(not black and white but is black and yellowish lo..dunno how long nv help them bath)

rhinocerous

penguin(qi^er frens, u will love them when u c them walk)

Cant differentiate the three of the pictures below after taking them(try and differentiate them urself ba. Jaguar, Leopard and Cheetah if i nv remember wrongly)

Me n penguin acting cute

3 of us again while waiting for the sealion show to begin

Thats the sealion!

Tengz trying very hard to kiss the fish

See whose mouth is bigger!

My friends!!Elephants!!

Playing in the water!

Penguins swimming..

My fren glowing in the dark

Tis is for yippy..one of her frens..

The White Tiger

Hippo (juan's fren, keke..i nv forget u hor..)

my dear (deer) looking at me

Sorry ying..the children play farm close down already so i didnt catch any of the pigs in the zoo.....maybe they r like u..they manage to escape frm the zoo!!!

=P

2008-05-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

Woah!!a long time since i last blog. Sorry ppl..especially to penguin for not uploading the zoo pics for u. I have uploaded last sun but i got no time to send to u. N today i online i realised my bro changed his whole computer to Mac format and all my pics are gone and i got to reupload again! =( I will upload these few days since i am not wrking. Hehe.. =P Been wrking the past wk to earn some money before i really start to nua at hme. Tue is my fyp presentation n i gonna spend the whole of tmr doing my slides. =(

Last last sat, went out with yippy and via. Went to bugis n manage to buy a present for penguin. Not very sure if she will like it but is something that she in need of. =P We wanted to go to the temple at bugis st there to "chou qian" but the temple is full of ppl so we changed our mind to go another day. But stil they brought me to a shop somewhere nearby to take aura photo. That shop sell alot of crystal and the whole building is full of those aunties and uncles who are devoted buddhist because the whole building are such shops.

My aura photo

My aura photo is interpreted by the lady in the shop that i am very stressed. Stressed to the max. Haha! All the red colour in the photo indicates my stress. She also said that i work extremely hard at whatever i do and i dive head first into whatever i am doing without stopping to think which means i am rash. The red colour in the centre represents i am so full of energy that sometimes i may even forget to sleep. Anyway there is alot of things interpreted that i forget liao...

On sun, went with tengz and penguin to the zoo to look at penguin's fren n my fren. Free of charge as always. Keke..took alot of photos which i will upload soon!!

Planning for a trip to KL soon..interested applicants please do let me know..

Gonna start looking for jobs too..any lobangs let me know!

Doraemon is leaving us soon..

2008-04-22T11:36:00.003+08:00

My whole body is aching like hell!! After i went for a run on mon which i haven done for almost half a yr..wanted to go sch today to study but my stomach and leg muscle ache so much that i'm so lazy to get up frm the bed. Hee..

Heard that my yippy got her job in charles n keith and is going to china to wrk in nov makes me so sad. =( Thinking of the days without her in sg. Haiz..dearest yippy..i will miss u when u r not ard me. Giving me bags frm converse and gifts u bought frm overseas trip. Of course and u always entertaining me and being with me when i needed someone.

Latest movie that i wan to catch is Hansel and Gretel. I used to like to read this fairytale story when i'm young because of its candy house. Now its been directed into some sort of a horror movie..Below is the plot..anyone interested?

On his way to his mother's house, reckless youngster Eun-soo has a car accident. But when he gained consciousness, he meets a mysterious girl and is led to her fairytale-like house in the middle of the forest. There, Eun-soo is trapped with the girl and her siblings who never age. He soon learns that all the adults who visited or stayed in the house have met mysterious yet terrible ends. More shockingly, their cruel deaths are drawn in detail and made into a fairytale book by the children. Eun-soo tries to escape, but the house is secluded in the forest with no way out. Soon after, Eun-soo discovers a book which tells a brutal end of none other than himself!

Two more days to my freedom day..which is my final paper! Prepared to have fun for this wkend...mahjong mahjong mahjong...late nite out!!

Failure

2008-04-18T20:54:00.003+08:00

Haiz..i sucks big time! I think i am gonna extend one more sem jus for maybe one subject and the probability is damn high after taking today's paper. =( i really felt very depressed after the paper. Still feel like crying now. Haiz... But what can i do..blame on myself for slacking too much..Argh....feel like crying so much!! *sobz* *sobz* wish someone is here to lend me a shoulder to cry on...n wish someone is here beside me consoling me...

Exams...

2008-04-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

Been busy the past few days studying. Went NIE from morning till evening. Only came to discovered that NIE library is so condusive for studying for exams. Alot of seats plus its so quiet. No one chatting or making lots of noises. Tmr got a paper n i am still here blogging.

My oral presentation is schedule on the 6th of May 2pm in TR8. Tats like interrogation time. =( After tat will be freedom days..

I wan to go for hols but i got no money. Who wan to sponsor me??Bet no one will...

Anyway i was reading i-weekly when i read about this page introducing websites to know friends. There is one website very interesting whereby u get date for movies and the guy will pay for the movie ticket and u will jus turn up at the cinema praying that the date beside you is someone u like. LOL...so high rite? So if u r a gal and u wan a free movie jus go for it lo...who cares about the person sitting beside u as long as u get the free movie?hahaha..sounds so cheapo..

Bday and exams belongs to the same happy family -_-

2008-04-13T14:33:00.003+08:00

okie..updates after so long. I didnt managed to blog on my bday..was too busy for the past few days to blog. Really busy that i didnt even celebrate my bday. My bday was spent in sch the whole day rushing my FYP report..what a sad bday~~

Exams will be in two days time and in two weeks time i will be officially free from school. What a sad thing~~no more waking up late for me and skipping lessons. Or maybe i will failed one subject and get retained for half a yr? Omg..the thought is so scary! =(

Where will i land in a few months time??which company or am i still in NTU??? -_-" anyway lately i gave penguin a nick name, she is the demon king's daughter. Blame her for always being so forgetful and thats y the demon king love her alot.

I really wish i can manage to pass this final semester in NTU. N forgetting about my wishlist this year for my bday! Its still the same...and that is to slim down..hahaha! So maybe someone wan to give me a present that can help me reach my goal faster? LOL..

As for those whom haven celebrated my bday with me, u know who u r so u better be prepared to meet me after my exams which is after 24th of APR n tat will be very soon..jus bear with not seeing me for these 2 wks!

So its exam time..and its studying studying n studying~~if i'm too sick of studying meanwhile, i will be back here to blog again..

Reports and Exams~~~~!!!

2008-04-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

Its 8.25PM now and i am still in sch doing my report. Because i got no choice and coming mon is my deadline. Blame me for slacking too much and always like to do last min work. After submitting my report will be study period for my exams which starts on 15th of April. -_-

Sort n Sand say go clubbing on my bday. Hee..so tempted.. *-* who wan who wan??

Ytd went to somewhere at north-east area for ST part timers gathering or some sort of a farewell for Kenny. Everybody there really cant wait for him to leave. Lol..We had steamboat and bbq dinner which doesnt really taste great but since this type of gathering is once in a lifetime and so i went. I have been wrking there for 5 years and this is the first time they organise something like this.

Been wrking at piggy's there for the past week and i really enjoyed wrking there cos the ppl there r all nice. If i am just a O level grad, i will definitely go back there to wrk after i grad but since i am going to be a uni grad soon, i dun wan the money that i waste on my uni education to go to waste so i really got to make use of my cert to find a high paying job.

Lately i come to chat with someone whom i have known for quite some time and yet didnt really talk much tat type of fren. More of a hi and bye fren. But as we chat more and more, i found out about things i didnt noticed. We talk about alot of things under the sun. About my things, about xxx things and about things happening ard us. (lets jus named this fren of mine xxx at the moment). We can chat non stop and yet we still got alot of topics left unsaid. Anyway i am glad that i found another close fren rather of those surface fren. ;-)

2 more days to qi~er bday and 6 more days to mine!!Qi~er is right beside me rushing her report as well. What can i say..we are aries so we got the same character and same attitude towards wrk. Or maybe can i say i influenced her to be lazy?sorry if i did.. =P lets jus pray we can safely graduate from here.. =P

I love flowers!

2008-03-30T15:06:00.005+08:00

Bird day coming..received an advance bday gift:a bouquet of flowers! Think shld be the first time i received a bouquet of flowers. Haha..sua ku rite?N i realised i love receiving flowers..haha..Anyway took alot of pictures with the flowers. Lol..dun mind me..

Thinking of going clubbing on 9th of april which is a wed since its ladies nite everything free and can save money...haha....anyone up for it?Then tat will be the last day to have fun before exams..every year also like tat..so sad..

Beautiful me with the flowers...LOL

Love the blurry effect

2008-03-22T14:56:00.001+08:00

Last sat was one of the few saturdays that u will catch me shopping in orchard. Met up with yippy but poor her..was feeling unwell throughout the shopping trip. She wanted to bring me go eat sashimi at far east but the queue was damn long and we waited for half an hr but the queue was not moving at all so we changed our mind and went downstairs for authentic Korean cuisine at the basement. Most of the people sitted around us in the restaurant were Korean and maybe even the waiters. Cos we are not very sure whether the waiters are real Koreans or Vietnamese. Haha.. We order a Kimchi fried rice, a cattle pot rice and Kimchi soup. Plus they gave us a total of around 6 or 8 side dishes which is free and refillable. We ate till we were so full and everything jus taste good. I will definitely go back there if i have a craving for Korean food.

Ytd met up with mag and gang for a small lunch gathering at breeko at Holland V. After that we bought ice cream from cold rock and its the first time i tasted the ice cream from there. Not bad i can say.. Time really passed so fast and in a blink of eye, all of us have known each other for 10 years and we were still talking about the times who was sitting beside us during chem n phy lab lessons and in class as well. I cant remember who sit beside me anymore as all i can remember is i really enjoyed my sec sch life alot. i really treasure this 10 yrs of friendship with them and i hope this 10 yrs can last for many more 10 yrs to come.

Having hangover now. Ytd accompany a fren went drinking at Bt Timah there a pub called bullfrog. Got an apple strudel from him which he owe me for months liao. Wahaha..who ask him to promise me that he will treat me to eat apple strudel from his shop. We drank a total of 2 different cocktails each. We are like there to taste the cocktail from the pub. Haha.. Anyway its his treat so i get free drinks and a free ride home. Basically a fun-filled night without having to spend a single cent and i got a free apple strudel as well. ^-^

Dinner at ST TDR

2008-03-12T15:43:00.003+08:00

Went ST Dining Room for dinner gathering with piggy, huiyi, carol, ah mei, gan ma n liwen. Too bad Nette and Juan cannot make it. The food and drinks sucks ytd. Ordered a Singapore Sling and the whole drink only got alcohol taste. Not even a taste of sweetness. I ordered a tenderloin and it is too bloody without enough sauce that i lost my appetite half way. Luckily my dearest gan ma ask her colleague to ask the chef to make the beef more cooked. The desserts in the buffet line also not up to expectation. Very few selection and also not my favourites..disappointing dinner..

After the dinner, me n liwen went to cineleisure, played a game of pool and caught the movie Rule #1. A nice horror show from a singapore director. Do watch if you are a horror addict. I really wanna learn how to play pool..who willing to teach??hee..

Some beautiful pics of the outing. I only upload beautiful pics not like some piggy secretly tk pictures of people and upload all the ugly pics without ppl's consent into their blog..

This is the stupid pig~!~!~!

Benny's Bird Day

2008-03-03T19:48:00.004+08:00

Today after lesson, went to swensen and celebrated Benny's bday. Happy Bday Mr Benny Ong Gee Yeow!

The obscene thingy!(what does it look like with 2 rounds of ice cream and a banana in between?)

Group Photo!

Me and Yingxin(one extra at the side spoiled the pic)

A thorn among the white roses!

The 3 musketeers!

The 4 beautiful white roses!

I look so fat in these pics. Its time to slim down and look pretty for my graduation night dinner!I got four and a half months to slim down!!!

Today spend ard 10 bucks tking cab to sch cos i woke up late for test! It should never happened again..A total waste of money when i am very broke at the moment.

Ytd went to qi~er hse to use her com to try to complete an assignment and in the end didnt complete. Test also didnt study alot. =( Nxt week another test. Shld stop slacking ard anymore. Hope i can secure a job soon then i need not worry about the days after graduation cos it seems that frens ard me in university are all employed already.

Ytd he msged me. So weird..after so long...ard half a month? Bet he is free now thats y he msg me and i really guessed it correctly cos he said he is not wrking anymore. He wants to meet me today and i am still wondering will we feel awkward after all those quarrels.

I am still slacking ard in sch using the com..since i go hme there is nuttin for me to do as well.

I feel like changing a new blogskin again...keke.. =P

The special day in 4 years

2008-02-29T12:07:00.004+08:00

Sick Sick Sick~~

Walking under the hot sun. Travelled from bukit batok to jurong then to jurong industrial park. All the heat is trapped inside my body yet i am not having any fever but i jus feel feverish. Jus to look for stupid things for my final year project. The lab tech told me that it is easily available in hardware shop but who knos hard ware shop dun sell those things and i got to go to the factory to buy. I dunno spend how much money on travelling jus to look for this things. At least 10 bucks. How i wish the FYP fund will cover my travel expenses.

So many things to do yet so little time. So much debt to clear yet so little money.

Today is a special day. Only once in every four year. How i wish there is someone i can celebrate with. I still do miss him every nite. But what to do...life still goes on..love is just never a thing for me.

I got so many things line up for me to do, study for my test nxt week, try to do as many things as possible for my fyp, study for another test for the nxt nxt week, look for jobs, write my report for my fyp, do my presentations for my prof comm. =( sooo many things....

Last hols for me..

2008-02-24T13:12:00.004+08:00

Been sometime since i updated. Busy with i also dunno what things. Hah..Holidays on the coming week but i dun see any hols for me. =( Back to sch to do my fyp, assignments due, reports due, tests coming up the week after the break. Omg omg..

Looking forward to the graduation dinner in july but not looking forward to graduating at all..Heh..so contradicting..Looking forward to meeting up with the jc gang on tue..

To wrk for now to earn more money in the meantime..I'm so poor..

2008-02-16T14:46:00.002+08:00

Lonely valentine's day again. Hah...every year is the same for the past 22 yrs.

Ytd went to qi er hse for CNY party. Not exactly a party but dunno wat isit called. Tis is the second year i went. Lots of gambling and delicious food cooked by her mum. Her mum is such a great cook. Played mahjong, texas and big two. Frst time playing texas but quite fun.

Today supposed to go out for dinner with yippy n gang for liteng post bday celebration but in the end cancel cos qi er got something on. Anyway not a bad thing afterall since i am so poor.

i'm so bored at hme now. Gonna rot all the way..

Tmr going to steph's chalet. Still considering whether to stay over or not as the nxt day need to be in sch to do my fyp, photo taking n etc..

Thank you

2008-02-13T21:47:00.003+08:00

I think i am blessed with caring and wonderful friends around me. Although we don meet up often but they always msn or sms me consoling words whenever i am unhappy or upset. I really am grateful to have all these friends. Be it ST ppl, JC, sec sch or uni friends. I know i am not good at expressing myself in real, face to face or thru the phone but still jus wanna thank them here.Thank you.

I will always be here whenever any of you need a listening ear or shoulder to cry on. Really.

Dumb me

2008-02-10T14:31:00.000+08:00

Out drinking at zouk and st james last nite to celebrate Liwen's fren bday. Received his msg and i starting getting emo. Cried and cried in st james. I really must learnt how to tk things and let go easily. I guess i put my heart easily into every relationship and in the end i am always the one tat gets hurt. Feel so dumb...
Think nuaing at hme the whole day today unless got mahjong session at nite.Keeping myself occupied is the best thing to do to make time passed faster. Time heals everything..

Tmr still got to go sch...Also duno where the lecturer teach til already.Time to do self studying at hme.Wed got an assignment due..

Movies for CNY..

2008-02-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

Everything ended before it even started. History repeats itself. Thats y i didnt officially announce and not tat i want to keep my friends in the dark. Anyway its been really nice and i hope i can put things down more easily tis time.

Went to cine to watch movie continuously for two days. Ytd and today. Watched Kungfu Dunk and CJ7. CJ7 is a funny yet touching movie. Quite worth watching. Kungfu Dunk to me ok onli..quite lame.Didnt really wan to spend my CNY watching movies but no choice jus want to pass time without having to spend it at hme thinking thinking and thinking. Later mahjong session again. So numb now..Its the same as half yr ago..

Tmr maybe go zouk to celebrate fren's bday..hah..What a great way to celebrate CNY..

Clothes and more clothes!

2008-02-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

Jus woke up from a nap on my new sofa. Hee..the sofa is so comfortable which cost my mum 500 plus. =P

Went CCK a shop name called Citibella to dye and cut my hair which is free of charge as a CNY gift frm my sis. Overall i like the colour and the hair cute although the china lady that cut for me dun seems experienced at all. After tat we went shopping at Lot 1 and Westmall, i bought another 2 more tops and a pair of shoes. I bought BK mushroom swiss which i have been craving for a long time for my lunch cum dinner. Yummy!

When i reached hme, i saw the betwo parcel lying on the chair. Yet another few pieces of new clothing!Woots~~

Last saw him on sat when he send me to wrk, its been 3 days. Will history repeats itself?Hope not..

Lets look on the brighter side....Another 26 hrs to CNY!

Do date me out if there is any programme on CNY..be it mahjong or movies!

All about him

2008-02-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

The past wk passed by in a flash for me since last sun. Tis is the only time i have at hme to blog. Hehe..didnt really rested at hme at all. Just got back frm wrk and i think he has disappeared into the world of soccer without any news from him for the past few hrs and i am too tired to bother about what he is doing.

Ytd was a diaster for us. I quarrel with him over friends and over his car and i cried like hell. Sometimes, he just do not get it tat friends meant alot to me even though tat fren maybe someone he dun like or he think tat is making use of me. I jus wanna apologise to Liwen as i really didnt meant to put u aeroplane. Believe it or not, its all up to u. Sorry.

Another thing i hate about him is he care too damn much about his car. Whenever i close the car door too hard or never close properly, he will give me a dulan face. Ytd is even worse, i really didnt kno he is going to reverse his car so when he is about to reverse, i open the car door and got in. He scolded me immediately that luckily he step on the brake if not i am gonna spoiled his car door. WTH?! After that i cried and cried and cried in the car until i doze off when both things came crushing down on me at once. Getting scolded by him because of the car and being scolded by frens for putting me aeroplane. Sometimes i feel that i rather date someone without a car. His concern over his car really pissed me off. Although i am being chaeuffeured ard most of the time, but whats the point if we always quarrel over things to do with the car? I really dont get it.

All in all, he is sweet to me. Sending me to wrk, to sch and back home. He even asked me to go tk my driving license and volunteered to pay for me when i said i had no money. So that nxt time when he is not using the car i can used it. He asked me to accompany him to Spain at the end of Feb to do some research on the market there but of course i rejected him. Where do i find the money to go there? Although he said that i do not have to pay a single cent and that he will pay for me, I immediately said no. Then he said he will pay for me first and to return him nxt time when i got the money. I dont like both ideas at all. Afterall, he is not so rich neither am i. I do not wan to go enjoy myself by spending future money and being in debt. Thats my principle. Spend onli what you have.

I was quite looking forward to last nite rounding but in the end it got canceled. Onli a few person turned up after i waited with him and his frens for one hr. I'm sure there are lots of chances ahead.

One more thing that i am gonna do as time goes by is get him to shave off his goatie and to change his dressing style. It makes him look really like a 30 plus near 40 ah pek but he is so stubborn. How am i gonna do tat..hmm...

Chinese new year coming in a few days time. No plans yet but will be quite busy i guess.

Life and Death..

2008-01-27T17:05:00.001+08:00

Been wrking the whole day ytd.Worked continuously two weddings in a day..stand from 8am til 12 mn. Didnt sleep very peacefully the night before. Keep tossing and waking up the whole night. The nxt morning when i was about to go wrk, i saw someone standing outside my neighbour hse nxt door so earli in the morning and there is alot of pairs of shoes outside and i knew my neighbour the ah pek has passed away..Ytd when i was home i already saw alot of ppl going in and out of the hse and i thought very weird y so many ppl visiting them when chinese new year is not here yet. Until my sis told me the ah pek very sick then i kno. Who knos in the middle of the night he passed away..Although i am not close with the ah pek but afterall he is a very nice old man. I always greet him whenever i saw him. Their family always ask us to go out bbq with them when they have one going on and i still remember last time he worked at a bread factory, he gave us a no. of loafs of breads and he jus left so suddenly..

Last week went to watch one missed call. Not a very bad horror movie but jus okie only. Nxt movie on my list will be the house. =P

So tired now..slacking at hme the whole day.Sometimes i just dunno what i wan..so san xin liang yi. =/ Sorry..

Tmr go shopping with yippy for somemore CNY clothes and shoes!Hee!!Hope the bigi bags i ordered tmr will be able to make it before CNY!

Kukup!

2008-01-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

Jus got back frm kukup~!Woots~~had so much fun and food over the wkend.N won 40 plus mahjong money..hee..
Tmr is mon again..time to study n wrk lesser tis wk..feel so slpy now..

A Brand New Look

2008-01-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

Gave my blog and my shop blog a brand new look. Spend a long time looking for templates that is to my liking and finally found something and TADA! This is it!

While changing the template i lost a lot of blog links (i can only remember one that i should not =/), please update me with your blog links at the cbox!

My first batch of clothes from taiwan is here which means i successfully finished the first transaction. Hurray!

Yeah tis wkend going kukup again!It will be a alcohol, mahjong, seafood and fun-filled wkend for me!

Another horror show coming up!!!Who is up to it...i still have a craving for popcorn..hee..

Body #19

2008-01-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

Went to watch body #19 ytd..not a bad show..but storyline abit complicating. Still dun understand some part of it..anybody watch it already and wanna explain to me??

Didnt went to sch today again..had diarrhoea..Shld i go sch tmr?becos there is only one lesson..lets c my mood then..

I came to realise i dun like stingy guys..cos i jus cant stand it..Neither do i like guys who have to sought out their mummy suggestions when they are buying things..

Chinese New Year is coming..new clothes new shoes..keke..

Pissed off!

2008-01-12T13:26:00.000+08:00

I am so damn pissed off. I got fly aeroplane by fren again and i wasted money tking midnight cab hme for nuttin!argh!!2nd time liao!!WTH!

Wkend is here but i will be spending my wkend time wrking my ass off. Haiz..life life life...always revolve ard the word "money".

Sch reopen!!

2008-01-09T13:07:00.000+08:00

Today is the third day of sch...but to be exact my second day in sch cos i skipped the one hour lesson ytd n went shopping with my dearest qiqi in the noon n yippy in the evening.Mon i went for one hour sch and went off to eat botak jones then mahjong..keke.. Botak jones taste not as nice in the afternoon. The salad is too dry and the burger is not hot enough. Not sure whether i will obediently go for every single lectures in this semester cos it is so tempting to skip having hours and hours of break in between jus one or two hour of lectures. Hee..Spend over 100 bucks ytd buying wallet, bag, clothes, necklace. I'm a poor poor gal so no money to buy branded goods not like youngsters nowadays who can afford branded labels. Their family are not rich neither are they earning big bucks but i jus dunno where their money come from. Still feel like going clubbing tis wk...but no one seems to wan to go...haiz...i wan to watch Body 19 who wan watch pls ask me along!!

ex ex and ex..

2008-01-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking. Sometimes i jus despised guys. Y cant ex bf and ex gf remains as friends? For me, i am willing to remain as friends even if we are not bf and gf anymore becos sometimes ppl are more suited to be best friends than couples. But guys jus dun think that way, they are all thinking if already break up what for stil be friends?(some comments i received frm my guy frens) They either stop contacting you or they ignore you. Are they worried that their ex gf will tell their current gf bad things about them?Silly silly silly..

Loves my sisters!!

2008-01-06T17:57:00.000+08:00

I just love my two dearest sisters at hme. I am so touched when i reached hme ytd to see one box of doughnuts and one box of durian puffs in the fridge, with a little note on each written "please leave some durian puffs for yanling" n "please leave the black and white doughnut for yanling" whereby the black and white doughtnut is my favourite! This small little action jus make me feel so touched and this is by my second sister who always dotes on me by buying me my favourite food. This morning my eldest sister gave me 200 hundred dollar to spend for my chinese new yr clothes!!!Just love them more n more each day as i grow older.....

Tmr is a brand new day of sch...sianz...luckily tis sem is less packed and its my final sem liao..no more hols for me anymore..i still haven enjoyed myself enough yet.. =(

Gossips~~

2008-01-03T12:51:00.000+08:00

Just feel like gossiping in my blog today. Ytd a guy fren whom i kno in maple sometime ago msg me in msn n told me he scared that his wife is pregnant! I so shocked yet happy for him cos months ago he is still asking me to accept him. Hehe..N now he got wife and his wife is pregnant somemore. N he said if i accepted him that time he will ROM with me also n i thought heng ar~~. =x i kno i'm bad..Anyway happy for him that he found someone to spend his life with cos he did accompany me half yr ago when i was down and he jus quietly sat beside me while i cried at east coast park..Thanks for the company that time and all the best for your future!

Drunk again....hehe...

2008-01-03T10:26:00.000+08:00

I haven slept a wink since tis morning. Went clubbing n drink til i was drunk!Reach DBL O ard 10 plus and the place was so pathetic even at ard 12 mn..nobody was dancing and me, sort n maine was downing countless shooters at the bar. We were at DBL O bar but the shooters there taste so sucky and the place was so quiet so we decided to skip down to O Bar and tk a look at the crowd. We tried the shooters there and it definitely taste alot better than the one upstairs so we sat at the bar, play truth or dare and keep drinking over 10+ shooters. Sort was so lousy..keep choosing truth while me n maine chose a dare but we failed our mission that was to ask the phone numbers of the crew there. So i decided to do my nxt dare on a group of guys and i succeeded in getting the no. of the birthday boy!But i deleted it after i got it cos afterall it is jus a game. In the end, sort n maine got to down tequila pop jus for tis little stint i did. So fun..Hahahaa..

We decided to move on to zouk for the dancing crowd and how would we kno that the place is so damn packed! We only managed to get into zouk becos phuture is already full house.Sad thing cos our aim is actually phuture rather than zouk. We danced abit and sort started to feel like vomiting and so we went to the toilet and the one who vomited more is ME!i vomited the whole glass of milkshake that is my only thing for dinner!After that we came out to the entrance area inside zouk to rest abit..and who knos i suddenly feel so slpy and my vision starting getting black...the nxt moment i kno i was being helped up by maine and a bouncer and the back of my head hurts like hell!Maine told me that she saw someone lying on the floor and when she look she was so surprised it was me cos i look so alright the moment before i blackout!keke...second time tis happened to me..the first time was at KL and sheena was the one beside me...i still remember i walk into the lift, hit the mirrors of the lift n blackout..then when i walked out of the lift i blackout again and lie totally flat on the floor. But the weird thing was i get very very sober once i wake up after that few seconds.Sober til the point where i cant even go back to slp...up til now..onli slept lightly and i am still aware of wat is happening ard me..n keep tossing and turning..

Lonely yet again..

2008-01-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

I woke up feeling so lonely. This feelings haven come back for sooo long (half yr?)but it suddenly came back to me tis morning. Whats more when i saw jeri sms telling me she is going back to aus. I immediately came online to look for my frens to chat afraid that they will suddenly leave my life jus like what he did half yr ago. Sometimes i just dont understand y guys have to make promises that they are gonna break. Y say that u are gonna wait for that someone when the nxt moment u find someone and u got attached straight away. Another thing is dun believe what ever sweet things that a attached or married guy will say to u, they are jus trying to sweet talk u and get something outta u. IF they really like u, they would have break up or divorced so get this straight into ur dumb mind! These are what i learn from looking at ppl and things happening ard me. Today decided to skip kuishin bo buffet cos i must make my new yr resolution come true!Go clubbing and exercise the fats away...haha..but where to?phuture?Dbl O?powerhouse?

New Yr Day

2008-01-01T05:26:00.000+08:00

Going for mac breakfast soon and then going home to slp!
Today meeting ST gang for sakura buffet..the day after maybe going with ying and meiyi for kuishin bo buffet dinner...wah...like tat how to achieve my new yr resolution to slim down.. -_-
Wed feel like going clubbing again...last clubbing before sch reopen~~~anyone up for clubbing??

Some pics taken jus now using yippy macbook..

My hair got messed up by them..

New yr thanksgiving and resolution!

2007-12-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today, the last day of the year.Firstly, I wanna one by one thank all the people around me for being there for me throughout the year.

Him- The one whom i started this blog. Giving me the most precious memories which will always be deeply embedded in my mind. Wil always remain the true love in my life. Wishing him all the best for him and his gf.

Yippy- Giving me countless gifts and juicy gossips thruout the past year and coming years ahead.Accompanying me during the times when i am down.Lets slim down together!!

Qi er- Although there have been quarrels in sch but we managed to survive thru them and make our friendship stronger. Hope it will get stronger and stronger as the years go by.

Ying- With me during my most saddest time in my life. Accompanying me to drink and accompanying me when i cry.

Sand- Although there have been disputes when it comes to money but stil thanks for the times when i cried, vomited and ate very little. You are the one that forces me to eat.

Ah Mei and Gan ma- Giving me shifts when i need to work. Asking me to go for hols whenever you are going on one..hehe..Waiting for more overseas trip in the near future!

JC gang(sand, miao, jy..)-Although haven been in contact with you all but u all are still so thoughtful, updating urself through my blog and showing me care and concern during the times when i am down.

Mag and Pl gang(mag, pl, minsin, berd, jeri)- For the friendship you guys have given me this past 10 yrs..

My dearest kin sisters and brother- Giving me money when i needed them and buying me clothes and shoes.hee..thanks jie and kor...nv ever call them jie and kor before. Hope my eldest sis find a bf and get married soon, my second sister get married asap and give birth to a child and let me play and my bro find a gf soon!

My mum and dad- bringing me up tis past 22 years and tolerating my tantrums.Hope you all will stay healthy and watch me get married and have kids..(which i hope will happened soon..)

Thanks also to those frens whom i have forgotten to mention here..becos there are just too many ppl ard me that have been here for me when i am down...Really love you guys...

Here i am celebrating my new yr eve at yippy hse with syl, yokester, yippy and qi er..counting down with vodka, baileys, red wine and white wine..pizzas..chicken wings...fishballs...keke..

Sorry to meiyi and steph and ST gang and mag gang that i cant work with you all and countdown with you all at ST or bbq with u all cos i promise them earlier than you guys. =P

Love all my frens always always and always! You guys have been great!

My new yr 2008 resolution:
First, lead a happier life than the past yr. (quite out of my control)
Second, find a guy of my dreams(hopefully someone like him or better than him) and get married.
Third, slim down! (will work harder towards this goal)
Fourth, earn lots of money and spend them without any thoughts! (abit hard)
Fifth, may all my dreams come true..(all leave to fate)

I know i am greedy but who is not..hehe..

Pre xmas...

2007-12-25T13:08:00.000+08:00

Been wrking n wrking but haven saved a single cent. Haha..wrk n spend, wrk n spend..
Went xmas shopping with wanting and steph on sun.Damn squeezy as i haven went shopping on a sunday for a very long time. First time went shopping with them and they r damn funny!Wanting was like hulling a luggage walking along Orchard shopping because the luggage was a free gift when they bought CK perfumes. As a singaporean, anything free we also wan.LOL....
Ytd went to Mirama Hotel for chinese buffet with Kim, Kw, Wanting n Steph. Ate til we are so damn full..then we headed down to cineleisure to the echamber to watch movies. Wanted to countdown and eat the log cake tat steph bought but we were too engrossed in the horror show and missed the timing and no knife, no plate, no fork...haha..in the end nv countdown and steph brought hme the cake. Some pics taken when we went shopping....

Trying to squeeze myself in the picture

finally got in

sulking..

Xmas Xmas...

2007-12-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

Went to zouk on wed nite..got there ard 9 but the queue was damn long..manage to get in at 930.Thanks goodness i didnt see him. It was so fun but there was a police check at ard 2!wth!I cant remember when was the last time i went clubbing and kana a police check!Got to get out of the club and queue up to get in again.Anyway it was still fun except for the police check.Met up with kenny whom i haven seen since he went in ns. And saw benson gang there~~so coincidence!We dance all the way til 4 until the club closes...n we didnt realised that time passed so fast!
Met up with yippy and penguin for dinner at CA on tue nite..got my xmas present from yippy n i love it sooooo much!!It is a ettusais facial pack plus a ettusais perfumed hair spray!!i used it the very nxt day and that shows how much i love it!Awaiting my pressie from switzerland!haha..
Penguin left us for her white xmas today.. *sobz*
Yippy gonna leave me and attend her xmas party..
But...i stil got Mag gang and ST gang to celebrate xmas with me!!

I wan go....

2007-12-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

i'm in a dilemma now..should i go or should i not..I really feel like going clubbing tonight but i really dun wan to see him there. I promised jeri i will accompany her to club at least once when she come back.n i guess tis is the last chance.My teeth is also in pain now..its been a long time since i last went clubbing..i really feel like going!!!What should i do??

Before Xmas..

2007-12-18T12:22:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last blog. My living rm com is down. Wrking continuously for the past week having no time to online. The routine is the same everyday wake up go wrk or sch, come back watch tv a while then slp. Met up with jc ppl last wk had dinner at tcc which i dont really like. Few selections and not very nice. But still jianyi they all r still so caring as ever..But sorry for leaving early and not going to esplanade with you all to catch up on good old times..
Went with pig n ah mei they all to traders hotel for buffet to celebrate nette bday. The food is delicious, got oyster, fresh salmon and lots lots..and we only paid 28 each...haha..cos got 50% discount. Thats the advantage of going with ST ppl to eat. =P
Met up with liwen and val for ktv but not yet for a mahjong session.haha..
Manage to met up with mag n gang for dinner too...
Today is meeting up with yippy n penguin for advanced xmas dinner since qi er is going overseas for her white xmas..yippy going for xmas party and poor me wrking my ass off on xmas eve..
Dunno what is happening to me lately...tears jus come so easily..walking home..on the train..even when it is crowded..xmas is coming...n i am still stuck at half yr ago...crying n crying n crying..i really cannot control..sorry frens who have been here for me thru out tis half yr...
21st is coming..jus wanna wish him happy bday in advance n all the best in his life..thanks for all the nice memories he have given me..

Reading......

2007-12-10T14:04:00.000+08:00

I know i shld stop reading. The more i read the more i think of the past........

:(

2007-12-08T03:06:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel so sad after reading something which i shld not have. I thought i am over it but it seems that i have not. Everything just came back again.
What shld i do...y am i such a failure..it been almost half a yr gone..y am i still stuck..y are the tears coming back again..
Shld i give others a chance to hurt me again or shld i close my heart n nv ever let anyone in again..i am having a headache right now......tears are falling yet again....i am gonna turn in now and cry myself to slp...

Reunion..

2007-12-01T02:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah!Finally the end of my exams..but more to come during the hols..fyp....omg....got a interim report to rush....... =(
Today went to chinatown n have dim sum with my sec sch girls. Its been a long time since i last saw xiuhui and she is going back to new zealand tmr..so rush..came back when we are having our exams n sick for one whole wk.Poor gal..Anyway glad tat she is happily in love and graduating soon.Xiuhui n Jeri is pushing the task of who is getting married first to each other..U never kno, it jus might be Peiling or Mag with their beloved Kevin n Shengshi or even Berdine with a chinaman or indianman.Wakaka..But too bad today short of one person again..MISS NG MIN SIN!!!
Just finished a mahjong session with my sis, her bf n her fren...won 13 bucks.. =P
Ytd went back to ST wrk...so damn tired..leg so pain...went back n half of the ppl i dunno at all.. =(
Feel like going clubbing tis wk..Hee..
Oya!!Ms Shermaine Lim is supposed to meet me after her exams!
Nxt wk is meeting jc gang..time to catch up on good old times..Looking forward..

Unpredictable

2007-11-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

Life is just so unpredictable. Imagine you are representing your own country in a competition and the nxt moment, you are drowning. What to do..life is always playing such jokes on people. Jus feel so sad when i heard of the news of 5 dragonboat representatives drown even though i kno none of them. Just feel that tis might happened anytime on me or ard me. Who knows i am walking and the nxt moment i jus got strike by the thunder. No one knos what will happened nxt. Be glad that you are still alive n kicking. Do not take anyone ard you for granted. You nv kno the nxt moment they jus might not be ard anymore and you will regret having not treasure them when they are ard.

exams...

2007-11-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

3 more papers to the end of my sufferings..but stil got fyp to do during the hols...wth...exam haven finished n the prof emailed me liao..
Once my exam finished, gonna make myself busy til i got no time to think...
Wrk, fyp n more wrk..money money n more money..play play play..
What is love..i dunno..jus don let me fall for someone i shld not have fallen for again n again..so i will choose to escape for the time being..escaping is better than being hurt again..
Anyone wans mahjong nxt wk after i finished exams...hee..gonna spend more time with my frens after exams... =)
Very long nv meet up with my gers in jc..feel so bad everytime reject them cos of wrk..miss miao, san n jy...
Can start to ask me go out after nxt wk liao~!~!

经营爱情

2007-11-18T04:12:00.000+08:00

爱上一个人不需要靠努力，只需要靠「际遇」，是上天的安排，但是「持续地爱一个人」就要靠「努力」，在爱情的经营中，顺畅运转的要素就是沟通、体谅、包容与自制(面临诱惑有所自制)。有许多人总是为「际遇」所迷惑与苦恼，意念不停、欲念不断、争逐不散，而忘了培养经营感情的能力才是幸福的关键。所以不要去追问到底谁才是我的Mr. Right，而是要问说在眼前的伴侣关系中，我能努力到什么程度、成长到什么程度，若没有培养出经营幸福的能力，就算真的 Mr. Right出现在你身边，幸福依然会错过的，而活在犹疑与遗憾当中，这不就是许多「爱情虚无症」的遭遇与心态吗？
若你此刻已有一位长久相伴的伴侣，不要再随便三心二意地犹疑了，我们往往不易察觉感情中的一个陷阱，就是「近亲生慢侮」，也就是经济学中的铁律「边际效益递减法则」，跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木与忽视，而新鲜的「际遇」总是那么动人可爱。
在感情对待中，难免有摩擦与无心的伤害，而且论得罪自己的次数累加起来最多的人，当然是跟我们在一起最久、最亲近的人。而新欢呢，又还没开始有得罪你的机会，再加上他的刻意讨好，所以新欢怎么看怎么可爱，旧爱怎么看怎么讨厌。
但别忘了，新欢身上总是有不确定的未知数，旧爱身上就是有难得的熟悉感、确定感、信赖感。千万不要随便在偶然的「际遇」中迷失了自己，错放了幸福温暖的手。

In other words, for those in a relationship, treasure ur loves one before u lost them. Overcome the obstacles together as in a relationship, understanding, communicating and forgiving is the ways to maintain the relationship going.